Dear Diary, I will have to make a very important choice. Making the wrong decision could have an negative effect on me achieving an ample path and further goals.
Shall I make, new friends at the new school, or shall I study the ass off without any thing that takes away my precious time to do so? ("Could there possibly be a balance between the two options?") I don't know that. One thing sure, I will have to focus hard I, can't miss all my possibilities this time. I have to collect myself. I want my panic attacks to end.
I have to stop being sentimental all the time and be a little more pragmatic. Today I will have a meeting with a housing supporter. I will later buy new pens for my biography book. I'm hungry but don't know what to eat. Maybe I will take leftovers from yesterday.
That's all for now.
housing sup supporter