December 08, 2023

Hey! Let me share something with you. A friend of mine who wasn't really close to me but we knew each other well, killed herself earlier this year. I was so shocked and guilty I knew what she was going throug. I am going through the same things too and I felt bad that I couldn't help her. I still see her in my dreams. She is always laughing and smiling in my dreams and I really wish she was here right now bcoz the impact of her death in my mind depressed me even more than I already was

i know not of what harms you but i know about a friend of mine so precious. she and i lost contact once because i was so confused by life while she was detached from it. She told me she did sth bad to herself that she tired to leave this world behind. it broke me, i cannot imagnine a world without her. it would be quite impossible actually because traces of her shall always remain. in that way, i am sure there will be someone in your life to whom your traces are so deep or maybe its just a little trace but either way for them you mean something. so dont you dare do that again. blood are only beautiful in poems but really they are only beautiful inside a person who is more alive than life.