August 21, 2023

 

Dear Diary, I start school tomorrow. I moved to a yellow house today. I live with 7 other adults and I believe I'm the youngest. I made a new friend which I can't remember the name of.. She got the smallest room. She's not that happy about it. I do understand. I feel bad now afterwards showing her my room. She didn't want to sleep in there so she left. I got a medium-sized room. Not the biggest and not the smallest. I want to spare myself for tomorrow's event not rush with making new friends. I believe it all falls in natural anyways. ("Why are they running in the stairs?") I can be social tomorrow. Right now I need to rest. My social battery is empty. I think about when to go up and leave for breakfast. I don't know when breakfast is. I don't want to wake up too early and not too late either. (Maybe like, 08:00 Am)  my hallucinations have been messing alot with me. I saw eyes staring at me while I brushed my theet. I also saw someone sitting In the chair while I entered my room. I can't tell anyone about my diagnosis they will think I'm crazy and avoid me. I feel like quiting my social life when I think about it. I don't feel comfortable. I guess I, will get used to it. I like my room. It's perfect for me as a shy girl. I have the bathroom just outside so that I can avoid social contact going on the toilet. I can splint between the doors.










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