WhoAm_i's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Today I finished doing something I planned to do since I while ago. Created a spreadsheet with all of my professional network in the US. There were about 50 people in there who had helped me out through conversations, one way or the oth

Dear Diary, A lot of people are leaving. A lot of changes. Emilie, filippa, raphael,....the list goes on and on. It's a little sad, but I'm sure I'll see them again.  I am grateful for going on a hike with ameya today. We went up the panorama t

Dear Diary, Yesterday was a blast. Started off slowly, getting off from the hangover of the dinner. Kalle had come first, and as usual the Indians were the last. sigh. He was super happy about the bday card. We had a great dinner. The wine pu

Dear Diary, It's strange to have life feel so different in a day's time. It felt like flipping a switch. On tuesday after class, I decided not to go home after class, and headed to get lunch and boba on telegraph. After that i lay on the grassy

Dear Diary, Most days I go to class looking like a trash bag. I roll out of bed, splash some water on myself, wear whatever I see on top of the cloth pile ( it's usually a very baggy mens tshirt) and run to class. Well, that's always been my style.

Dear Diary, This post is going to be about Jo, my dearest Mo Jo Jojo, a.k.a Josephine, my roommate. She left a little less than a month ago, back to Germany, after her semester here. Melanie replaced her, and I found myself having to get used to th

Dear Diary, The last couple of days have been a dream. I'm in new york as I write this. My first day here was also my first day of snow. At first I hated it. I couldnt wait to go back to california, I thought new york was cold, busy and unfriend

Dear Diary, Can you believe it's 2022 already? Everything after the end of 2019 has felt like a haze. I have been thinking about my year in review and thought i might make a list of resolutions.  1. Self-care: I have not been taking care of mys

Dear Diary, Can you believe it? It's end of 2021. Already? Ever since the end of 2019, it's been a haze. Time's flying by so quickly.  My exams got over on Wednesday. It's been a crazy 2 weeks.Been resting for a couple days. Went to mission to

Dear Diary, I've been feeling very glum today. I always try to promise myself that I'll talk to parents today without trying to rush the convo to end. But I never succeed! Today it was the news of the scholarship. That I'm not eligible for it. And

Dear Diary, life is good. Except for the horrendously boring reading assignments in info 202. Everyday I try to take note of how I can better person than I was the last day. So far, I have noted the following things personality wise:  Talk m

Dear Diary, I havent written in a long time. My hands and fingers have been troubling me. I worry about the future with the way my fingers are giving up now. It's gotten much better since the last the couple months. but not completely healed. hopin

Dear Diary, Last few days have been surreal. But what's, even more surreal, is that I'm not thinking or even bothered about the stuff. A week before would I have known things would be taking this turn? I am very surprised at my own reactions. The f

Dear Diary, I've been doing good these days. My seven-day avg on sleep quality is good. Although yesterday was bad. And the day after my bday too :P. Over the past few days, I renewed my interest in voice UI, although it looks like it wouldn't real

Dear Diary, Hey sup :D  My week started out pretty glum,..corona news, menstruation etc...I spent like 10 days worrying why my period wouldn't come, then once it came, the pain just wouldn't stop and gulped my customary cocktail of pain killers. I

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What a spectacular new year is has started to become... toxic parents,stress,depression,and the best part of all... I was kicked out of my home last night. My father believes the lies told by my mother's venomus mouth and he yells at us, he asked a q

this is my New Year's resolution. I am going to focus souly on myself.fuck anyone who tries to stand in my way of it. I am going to keep growing my bonds closer to the people who I care most about. I am going to strive for each an every goal I make,

it's been three days.so far it has only been three... and yet it feels as though it has been an eternity. i fell in love to fast.i held him too close.i let my gates open to easy.i let down my gaurd... and trusted to let him gaurd me.. he left me. the

solitude. most people think of solitude as being locked away in a room, or in a house... never contacting people and staying away from the outside world.. but solitude is actually much larger than that... its the feeling of disconnection with social

Tomorrow is my Nana's 2nd heavenly birthday, and it isn't easy for me... but I refuse to show any emotion towards my family about it, because they dont bother to comfort anyone.They are all the same when it comes to some else's emotions... they dont

have you ever loved someone so much, that just the thought of holding their hand sends your heart into a stanstill moment of serealism. that when you hear their voice and when you see their face, all that comes to mind is- I am going to marry them. f

i guess its okay to feel alone.i guess its okay to not be able to talk to anyone.i guess its okay to always hold your tounge, because if you open your mouth it should only be to say the words yes ma'am, no ma'am... or yes sir, no sir...  being alone

if only...some one knewsome one understoodsome one caredsome one stayed then maybe i wouldn't feel as lonely and distant as i do right now

They all say that being the eldest of the children is the greatest blessing of all... but, can someone tell me why it only feels like a curse? As the eldest, you are the one who has to "set the example"... you can't screw up, or the others will follo

i feel alone.i feel quieti feel damned i honestly and truly wish that i could better explain myself... butthe thing is... i knlw that no one will ever be able to fully grasp my emotional and mental state. i have not though about harming myself... no

Depression is not normalit isnt dignosed by a doctor...or by a therapist..not by a counciler... It isnt a choicenor is is a lifestyle It is a poisen like no other Its painphysicallyand emotionally and not all physicall harm is considered pain...it is

Dear Diary, If only I could give him a hug right now, because I know he needs that hug just as much as I need it too...You know? The kinda hug that is that kinda hug that is more than a hug and that makes you feel safe... the kinda hug that will make

Today wasn't all bad I will have to admit... but at the same time it really wasn't anything different either. Ironically though I accidentally texted the wrong number today, thinking it was my childhood bestfriend that I have known since the 2nd grad

In all honesty, I dont really know how to start this.. but I guess you never know unless you try. right? I am 20 years old, just had a birthday last month.. I have written in diaries all my life and have burned and thrown them away as a way of gettin