Just.a.girl's Dear Diary

What a spectacular new year is has started to become... toxic parents,stress,depression,and the best part of all... I was kicked out of my home last night. My father believes the lies told by my mother's venomus mouth and he yells at us, he asked a q

this is my New Year's resolution. I am going to focus souly on myself.fuck anyone who tries to stand in my way of it. I am going to keep growing my bonds closer to the people who I care most about. I am going to strive for each an every goal I make,

it's been three days.so far it has only been three... and yet it feels as though it has been an eternity. i fell in love to fast.i held him too close.i let my gates open to easy.i let down my gaurd... and trusted to let him gaurd me.. he left me. the

solitude. most people think of solitude as being locked away in a room, or in a house... never contacting people and staying away from the outside world.. but solitude is actually much larger than that... its the feeling of disconnection with social

Tomorrow is my Nana's 2nd heavenly birthday, and it isn't easy for me... but I refuse to show any emotion towards my family about it, because they dont bother to comfort anyone.They are all the same when it comes to some else's emotions... they dont

have you ever loved someone so much, that just the thought of holding their hand sends your heart into a stanstill moment of serealism. that when you hear their voice and when you see their face, all that comes to mind is- I am going to marry them. f

i guess its okay to feel alone.i guess its okay to not be able to talk to anyone.i guess its okay to always hold your tounge, because if you open your mouth it should only be to say the words yes ma'am, no ma'am... or yes sir, no sir...  being alone

if only...some one knewsome one understoodsome one caredsome one stayed then maybe i wouldn't feel as lonely and distant as i do right now

They all say that being the eldest of the children is the greatest blessing of all... but, can someone tell me why it only feels like a curse? As the eldest, you are the one who has to "set the example"... you can't screw up, or the others will follo

i feel alone.i feel quieti feel damned i honestly and truly wish that i could better explain myself... butthe thing is... i knlw that no one will ever be able to fully grasp my emotional and mental state. i have not though about harming myself... no

Depression is not normalit isnt dignosed by a doctor...or by a therapist..not by a counciler... It isnt a choicenor is is a lifestyle It is a poisen like no other Its painphysicallyand emotionally and not all physicall harm is considered pain...it is

Dear Diary, If only I could give him a hug right now, because I know he needs that hug just as much as I need it too...You know? The kinda hug that is that kinda hug that is more than a hug and that makes you feel safe... the kinda hug that will make

Today wasn't all bad I will have to admit... but at the same time it really wasn't anything different either. Ironically though I accidentally texted the wrong number today, thinking it was my childhood bestfriend that I have known since the 2nd grad

In all honesty, I dont really know how to start this.. but I guess you never know unless you try. right? I am 20 years old, just had a birthday last month.. I have written in diaries all my life and have burned and thrown them away as a way of gettin