01.19.22

 

What a spectacular new year is has started to become...

toxic parents,
stress,
depression,
and the best part of all...

I was kicked out of my home last night.

My father believes the lies told by my mother's venomus mouth and he yells at us, he asked a question that was not meant to be answered... and yet my little sister answered.

He went to hit her, but I was not going to let her get hurt the same ways that I have been hit before. So I stood my ground and blocked her from him. He did not like it, so he beat me... I was hit many times, and I still remained strong. He hates me, and always has... but its okay that he hates me,

I hate him and my mother just the same, and I pray that my baby brother does not recieve the same fate.

but I am not going to let that happen... because I am going to fight for him, and I am not going to let him stay there.
Once I find a job and save up enough... finish this semester in college and pray I do well enough for a scholarship or a grant I am not going to give in.

They are not my weakness, they are my motivation to be strong and my motivation to be better than they were to me.


now my sister is staying with a friend... and I am with another... but she still has a chance, and I pray that she uses is wisely.

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