Mel210's Dear Diary

Found this in my phone . Was dated may 14, 2021 @2:01 am  I wanted to say that we will always have a connection no matter what . You will forever be my first love . My heart will always hold a special place for you . We have made it as long as we cou

Dear Diary,       I had been doing so well. Then I got triggered and since have started spiraling. I hate that all these emotions came rushing back ! I buried all those feelings for reasons . I didn’t think I would have to worry about them anymor

Dear Diary,  Ugh today was an off day. Very emotional for no reason what’s so ever. I’m so tired and emotionally drained. I want to run away to my happy place to that comfort that brings me so much joy ! If I had the money I would be there in two w

Dear Diary,       Been a long time since I've written here. Life got busy. But things are still the same. Its been a year since I left you and I'm ok with it.  I'm still taking Korean classes and I'm really enjoying them and the people I have

Dear Diary,        What can i say it's been a good few months since i last posted. Life has been very busy. But I'm doing good. My girls are also doing good. D has started her new job at a great company. She loves it there, she loves helping people.

Dear Diary,  Dreamt about you today ! Wasn’t sure why cuz I haven’t dreamt of you in a very long time . But it felt so real . I was scared to move almost paralyzed. I could actually feel your breathe on the back of my neck . And not in a good way . I

Dear Diary,    Had a good day today . Started our Korean language classes today . Very excited to start this new journey with my nugget . Need to keep myself occupied so I don’t go backwards with my emotions . So far I have done very well with ke

Dear Diary, Everyday is a new day for me .  A new day to experience new things, new goals, new foods . When I was in the darkness I didn't want anything or anyone . Yes it sucks to be lonely but it also sucks to be unhappy. I needed out of our t

Dear Diary,         I know you want answers for everything you think I have done . But that’s just it there are no answers . I wasn’t on any dating apps I wasn’t with someone else . There’s nothing for me to tell you that I haven’t already . So tak

Dear Diary, It’s been 6 months since I saw you and it took me a min to get past everything. Sometimes I turn back and let the pain back in , but it’s very short lived . With every piece of information I get and knowing you are still running the same