CallmeChecks's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I've never experienced what it was like being in a relationship in real life. For a first-timer I can never know if this is the best for me or not. I never know what's going in his head and it's hard.  If the definition of loving is

Dear Diary, I won't be putting any title as to remember this date. I will be introducing my boyfriend to my mom tomorrow. Not sure if I'm ready but as he says, we'll get to that stage anyway so it really won't change anything. Maybe I'm not tha

Dear Diary, the day before christmas and im overworked, have no sleep, and i mightve lost my boyfriend today. sick joke, universe

Dear Diary, Being in a relationship always fills me a lot of doubts. I opened up my mixed feelings to my boyfriend. I told him I was confused about how I feel

Dear Diary, I have a boyfriend and we've been talking for almost two to three weeks only. I like him or at least I think I do, then I don't know if I really love him. Sometimes I do, sometimes not really. I haven't been so certain about things when

Dear Diary, what am i going to do if he never replies? i will be sad again, and then find someone else only to be sad again. This is such a weird cycle, attempting or even being in love. It makes me demand more. He lingers in my head like havin

Dear Diary, huge cheers to my boss who gives low salary, expects a lot from me and doesn't teach me anything. Literally 0 added value. rant: dec. 5, 2021 I was invited to a birthday party in their house yesterday, it was her son's who, is the

Dear Diary, I asked myself earlier while travelling home, imagining how it would be if the vehicle I was riding would crash to another one. I've never had an existential crisis this deep before. "if i were to die today or right now, woul

Dear Diary, I've been feeling lonely lately, so I decided I wanted to go into the dating game once again. The route I took wasn't so different from the ones I've taken before.  But I became patient, and then I met a guy who was three years youn

Dear Diary, People are really funny; more like pathetic. There's this one nanny I had when I was young. Quite strict, but has good intentions. She came back to work with us after almost 11 years of not being w us. A lot has changed. At first having

Dear Diary, i've been following miss tabitha brown for quite a while now. I don't think she's the next Oprah but I appreciate that she's trying her best to connect with everybody. Saw the video she posted about her book-signing and the end of her t

Dear Diary, there is this funny feeling I get when i don't do enough. I can't have just one job- I have to have 2. If I don't have both I'll be disappointed. There is this gratifying thought I have when I tell myself to imagine how good it woul

Dear Diary, Today I realize that I'm homeless. Not in a literal sense. But today it's brought to shine in front of me more than ever. It was long overdue anyway. With my mother not having the willingness to move out and rent we've been stuck bounci

Dear Diary, I started my day like any usual day, but I felt especially fatigued this day. It might be because of the menstruation or anything else, but I knew I didn't feel so good.  I went with it anyway. Did my job, went to restock then open

Dear Diary, I got plans. I'll have a job and save at least 30% of that. Then I'll go rent a small place after a year or two of working. I've wanted to do that for a long time now. I don't know how my mom will take that decision but I'll do it anywa

Found this in my phone . Was dated may 14, 2021 @2:01 am  I wanted to say that we will always have a connection no matter what . You will forever be my first love . My heart will always hold a special place for you . We have made it as long as we cou

Dear Diary,       I had been doing so well. Then I got triggered and since have started spiraling. I hate that all these emotions came rushing back ! I buried all those feelings for reasons . I didn’t think I would have to worry about them anymor

Dear Diary,  Ugh today was an off day. Very emotional for no reason what’s so ever. I’m so tired and emotionally drained. I want to run away to my happy place to that comfort that brings me so much joy ! If I had the money I would be there in two w

Dear Diary,       Been a long time since I've written here. Life got busy. But things are still the same. Its been a year since I left you and I'm ok with it.  I'm still taking Korean classes and I'm really enjoying them and the people I have

Dear Diary,        What can i say it's been a good few months since i last posted. Life has been very busy. But I'm doing good. My girls are also doing good. D has started her new job at a great company. She loves it there, she loves helping people.

Dear Diary,  Dreamt about you today ! Wasn’t sure why cuz I haven’t dreamt of you in a very long time . But it felt so real . I was scared to move almost paralyzed. I could actually feel your breathe on the back of my neck . And not in a good way . I

Dear Diary,    Had a good day today . Started our Korean language classes today . Very excited to start this new journey with my nugget . Need to keep myself occupied so I don’t go backwards with my emotions . So far I have done very well with ke

Dear Diary, Everyday is a new day for me .  A new day to experience new things, new goals, new foods . When I was in the darkness I didn't want anything or anyone . Yes it sucks to be lonely but it also sucks to be unhappy. I needed out of our t

Dear Diary,         I know you want answers for everything you think I have done . But that’s just it there are no answers . I wasn’t on any dating apps I wasn’t with someone else . There’s nothing for me to tell you that I haven’t already . So tak

Dear Diary, It’s been 6 months since I saw you and it took me a min to get past everything. Sometimes I turn back and let the pain back in , but it’s very short lived . With every piece of information I get and knowing you are still running the same