Dear Diary,
It’s been 6 months since I saw you and it took me a min to get past everything. Sometimes I turn back and let the pain back in , but it’s very short lived . With every piece of information I get and knowing you are still running the same games . Showing me that you will never change . Even though our divorce is not final you still managed to cross boundaries. I gave you my life , my heart and my soul but somehow it was never enough for you . But that’s ok it’s been a lesson learned. Never will I ever give my whole heart to one person again . I have learned to love me and make me happy . I don’t need anyone to give me that love or happiness anymore. So thank you for your time ,thank you for all the pain you caused . Without all of that I could’ve never learned to love me . It wasn’t easy and some days it’s still not easy but everyday I push myself a little more . But don’t think I give you all the credit for helping me love myself because that’s far from the truth . I had to learn through music to find my happiness and love. It is what it is . Time to keep moving forward .