Dora2021's Dear Diary

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March 17, 2019
Dear Diary, Today I saw family members from my dad's side of the family at the movie theater. So I went up to talk to them personally cause I saw them. It was a nice talk at the moment, but when I walked away my whole body started shaking. I just fee
Mar 17
March 14, 2021
I'm really fed up of my brother. We live together, and he thinks he gets to treat me like shit while I don't even get to ask for basic courtesy from him without him losing his shit and screaming at me. I'm so tired of putting in all this energy and g
Mar 14
March 14, 2021
Dear Diary,I'm sick and tired of feeling like I can't talk to my partner about my emotions. When I do, it brings her down and so I bottle it inside to prevent from having miscommunication or a fight. And then when I do bottle it in it makes her upset
Mar 14
March 13, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm feeling a bit down. I'm okay, I'm happy with what I have, yet I feel a little down. Partially due to struggling with coexisting with someone else. It's much easier to be alone in that sense, yet I love her and I wouldn't change a thin
Mar 13
March 06, 2021
Dear Diary, I am having difficulty with my relationship. Everything is fantastic, except for communicating. Here and there, my partner won't tell me how she's feeling and it makes me feel like she's upset or mad at me. We had meditation earlier, and
Mar 06
March 04, 2021
Dear Diary, I acted a bit of a fool this morning towards my partner. I took my frustration with myself out on her, but it gets so difficult when I fee like I can't say certain things to her without triggering her. The feelings she has are valid, I ca
Mar 04
February 26, 2021
Dear Diary,still dealing with some depressive feelings. I feel isolated from others, and feel like I can't talk about myself without bothering other people. It comes from others constantly unloading themselves onto me, so I feel like I don't have a w
Feb 26
February 24, 2021
Dear Diary, it's come to my attention that the more I grow spiritually, the less bullshit I'm willing to put up with others. I have made changes in my friend group, and it's getting lonely. I already felt lonely before, since the friends I've had bar
Feb 23
July 29, 2021
Dear Diary, I can't take this bullshit anymore and the types of shit I'm dealing with would make anyone kill themselves, foreal. I've never felt so fucking low in my fucking life as much as the fuck I do right now. The constant bullshit that comes
Jul 30
July 27, 2021
Dear Diary,             I've decided to go ahead and leave him because, I'm not about to be with no man who truly don't wanna be with me. I know he doesn't want to be with me anymore and he makes excuses for shit and I'm tired of everything that
Jul 27
July 25, 2021
Dear Diary,         I am done as of today and I'm praying to God that he allows me to move on with my life without anymore men in it. Right now I'm comfortable with being single and being by myself for the rest of my life. I'll be 39 in October and t
Jul 25
July 23, 2021
Dear Diary, Okay, so you guys know a little bit about my relationship and how I'm feeling about the problems that we have. Well, I decided to leave the other day while he was in the bed asleep, I didn't want to be in the house at all so I did what he
Jul 23
July 20, 2021
Dear Diary,      So while I'm sitting in this hot ass fucking house he's out doing whatever the fuck he wants to do, but doing in some fucking air. This fat bitch who's his fucking friend, came up in here uninvited and unannounced, and tried to
Jul 21
July 20, 2021
Dear Diary, It's amazing what you find out about shit later on down the road. This muthafucka left the house one night while I was sick, but he told me that he was going downstairs to watch the door. I was extremely sick that night and he lied and le
Jul 20
July 20, 2021
Dear Diary,      I don't know what is the problem with my relationship, but I'm tired of feeling like I don't matter to my boyfriend. We argued all the damn time and all he seems to know how to do, is lie to me about any and everything you could
Jul 20
July 19, 2021
Dear Diary,     Why must the lies continue? Why would he call me to see what I'm doing and then tells me that, he's coming home after he picks up something from our friends house. Just for him to turn around and get dropped off somewhere else bu
Jul 19
July 16, 2021
Dear Diary, I don't know why does everyone always putting someone else's business out there. If you got a problem with me or anyone else please make sure you come to me correct. Don't try to put me on blast in front of people because, it's not anyone
Jul 16
July 13, 2021
Dear Diary, I was at the gas station the other day and this guy was standing behind me staring at me hard a fuck, he said something that I've never heard before but it was really cute. He asked me was I a flight attendant, I looked at him and sa
Jul 13