Mrs. Smith 's Dear Diary

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July 29, 2021
Dear Diary, I can't take this bullshit anymore and the types of shit I'm dealing with would make anyone kill themselves, foreal. I've never felt so fucking low in my fucking life as much as the fuck I do right now. The constant bullshit that comes
Jul 30
July 27, 2021
Dear Diary,             I've decided to go ahead and leave him because, I'm not about to be with no man who truly don't wanna be with me. I know he doesn't want to be with me anymore and he makes excuses for shit and I'm tired of everything that
Jul 27
July 25, 2021
Dear Diary,         I am done as of today and I'm praying to God that he allows me to move on with my life without anymore men in it. Right now I'm comfortable with being single and being by myself for the rest of my life. I'll be 39 in October and t
Jul 25
July 23, 2021
Dear Diary, Okay, so you guys know a little bit about my relationship and how I'm feeling about the problems that we have. Well, I decided to leave the other day while he was in the bed asleep, I didn't want to be in the house at all so I did what he
Jul 23
July 20, 2021
Dear Diary,      So while I'm sitting in this hot ass fucking house he's out doing whatever the fuck he wants to do, but doing in some fucking air. This fat bitch who's his fucking friend, came up in here uninvited and unannounced, and tried to
Jul 21
July 20, 2021
Dear Diary, It's amazing what you find out about shit later on down the road. This muthafucka left the house one night while I was sick, but he told me that he was going downstairs to watch the door. I was extremely sick that night and he lied and le
Jul 20
July 20, 2021
Dear Diary,      I don't know what is the problem with my relationship, but I'm tired of feeling like I don't matter to my boyfriend. We argued all the damn time and all he seems to know how to do, is lie to me about any and everything you could
Jul 20
July 19, 2021
Dear Diary,     Why must the lies continue? Why would he call me to see what I'm doing and then tells me that, he's coming home after he picks up something from our friends house. Just for him to turn around and get dropped off somewhere else bu
Jul 19
July 16, 2021
Dear Diary, I don't know why does everyone always putting someone else's business out there. If you got a problem with me or anyone else please make sure you come to me correct. Don't try to put me on blast in front of people because, it's not anyone
Jul 16
July 13, 2021
Dear Diary, I was at the gas station the other day and this guy was standing behind me staring at me hard a fuck, he said something that I've never heard before but it was really cute. He asked me was I a flight attendant, I looked at him and sa
Jul 13