SourSecrets's Dear Diary

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July 03, 2023
Guyssss!!!!! Does anyone know what it means when a guy asks if I had sex with my ex? (He's a friend). I need answers pleaseeeee!!!!
Jul 03
May 08, 2023
Dear Diary, long time no see..... I started liking this guy. He's attractive, funny and smart. Today , he told me that he got into a relationship. I've known him only for a month. But I was heartbroken. Why the fuck am i attracted to guys whom I bar
May 08
November 05, 2022
Dear Diary, it's been long since I wrote diary. I don't know how to feel right now. I drank tiny amount of alcohol yesterday with friends. I didn't feel anything wrong. But I feel guilty. I'm not supossed to drink it. I hate alcoholics actually and I
Nov 05
September 29, 2022
Dear Diary, I think my parents are not sure about my marriage proposal. Anyway, recently I've been thinking about my regrets during my last relationship. I couldn't stop remembering how he made me feel worthless and how I didn't speak for myself.
Sep 29
September 24, 2022
Dear Diary, my parents have a marriage proposal for me. Actually I'm not sure if they are finalizing this. I'm feeling weird lol. I'm very uncertain about my future.
Sep 24
September 14, 2022
Dear Diary, I feel so out of sorts nowadays. I don't know what's wrong with me. I wanna live independently. Here I am, at 22, living with my parents. I miss living by myself. I lived past 6 years in the hostel. So I feel overwhelmed living with my pa
Sep 14
September 09, 2022
Dear Diary, I guess my life is going well. Being busy is bliss. Though work seems hectic, I'm quite enjoying it. Working on something is always a confidence booster for me. I wanna get tired of being productive. I'm going to be under training for a f
Sep 09
September 04, 2022
Dear Diary, yesterday my friend called and we talked for some time. My pay at work is low compared to my friends. I would say its decent amount. But all my friends have high paying jobs. I think I'm developing an inferiority complex. I observed that
Sep 04
September 01, 2022
Dear Diary, Today was kinda exciting and confusing. Today I got to know a friend from my college is going to work with me at the same company.  There's a friend called kay from college. He's a nice friend actually. But nowadays its being weird betwe
Sep 01
August 29, 2022
Dear Diary,I was overthinking yesterday. My friend has talked to me today. We talked for 3 hours on the phone! He said he didn't text me bcoz he thought maybe I had work since I joined recently. Today's 3rd day of my work. Nothing much happened today
Aug 29
Love Bomber
Dear Diary, I dreamt about my ex. It's a bad dream.  I've been taking online counselling regarding mental health. So I came across the term 'Love Bomber', exactly what my ex is.  --->Love bombing may very well be the scariest thing that can h
Aug 29
August 27, 2022
Dear Diary, My friend stopped talking. I don't know why. He just stopped for no reason. I'm kinda upset. And I don't know how to handle my feelings. I tried talking to him for last few days. He replied and talked, but he's not initiating conversation
Aug 27
August 27, 2022
Dear Diary, I remembered my passwordddddd, daaayyuummmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!
Aug 27
August 13, 2022
Dear Diary, I have 10 more days to join work. Literally, this is my first job. I'm at home doing nothing for past 3 months (since I graduated 3 months back). I'm doing nothing right now. I'm feeling so bored. I have many tasks to do. I just couldn't
Aug 13
August 12, 2022
Dear Diary, I feel like I'm going to start a new chapter of my life. After the break-up, I was always looking for a rebound. But now I've started to see things in different perspectives. I realized I need no man in my life to convince myself that I'm
Aug 12
NARA
Dear Diary, For the past few days, YouTube Shorts recommends videos of a Russian YouTuber named Meeyinara or they call her Nara. She is from Russia but her ethnicity is Kazakh. I got hooked on her videos because she dances very well to songs her
May 12
Crochet
Dear Diary, I've been crocheting for 3 weeks now. I'm still a beginner so my works are turning out weird. I have many supplies like yarn, hook, stitch markers and more but still not enough because my fiber fill is already all used up but i cant
Feb 10
love me more
Dear Diary, Im currently writing this as Im doing my school projects. My bf is busy all day because he is building his portfolio for an Animation Company. He almost doesnt have time for me and thats okay. I already know that I'm not his priority
Oct 31
Happy 2022
Dear Diary, I slept around 3:40 am and my head is spinning. It was fun celebrating the new years eve with my aunts whole family and my niece.We took lots of photos with delicious foods,'Happy 2022' sign, and balloons on the background. The girls
Jan 01
((Dec21-29)) 29/12/2021
Dear Diary, Ok...so 2021 is almost over and I was lazy to write them here for the past 8 days so here I go... Dec 21: Our Christmas party was so fun and we ate lots of food (bucket of chicken, large ice cream, Maja Blanca, French fries, spa
Dec 29
Christmas 2021
Hey Merry Christmas to you and to your family!!😇 People across the world may or may not celebrate christmas but to those who celebrate this holiday, I hope you find peace and happiness in this wonderful season.
Dec 24
tomorrow 12/20/2021
Dear Diary, My sister helped me cut my bangs and i feel like i look pretty when she tied my hair on one side.🥰 Im so ready for tomorrow because it will be the day of our christmas party. My sister helped me wrap the gifts and im so happy i
Dec 20
Cold 12/20/2021
Dear Diary, I didn't wrote here for days but a lot has happened. I reunited with two of my friends when we went to church and we talk a lot of random stuffs. we only got quiet when the mass began. This day I wasn't able to attend the mass and so
Dec 19
another gift 12/12/2021
Dear Diary, we went to the mall and I already bought another gift for my friend. We didn't stay long enough because my mother doesn't feel good and she is irritated with me hahaha I guess it's because she's tired from doing the laundry but she told
Dec 12
Results 11/12/2021
Dear Diary, results came out and I am the first placer/champion of the contest. I know i should be happy but i just feel normal.  Today i started watching PK - a popular Bollywood Movie about an alien looking for his necklace so he could go back
Dec 11
soap 10/12/2021
Dear Diary, Hey, does romantic love exist? If so, is it just at the beginning? Will I ever get the answer? I still believe that people can be with each other but I'm not sure if their feelings will stay the same for long period of time. This
Dec 10
promised 09/12/2021
Dear Diary, As I promised I will write a detailed diary entry for today. 1. Last night I slept at around 3 o'clock because I was determined to finish our research but my mother went mad so I have no choice but to sleep and continue it in the
Dec 09
too late 08/12/2021
Dear Diary, it's late at night and I have to do my research because the presentation is tomorrow morning so I'll just write a 'hopefully' substantial entry tomorrow after I'm done with all my school works. see ya!
Dec 08
Christmas tree and gifts 07/12/2021
Dear Diary, I helped my mother and brother in setting up our Christmas tree and the Christmas lights are already turned on and it was very nice to see it flickering on the corner.  I slept in the afternoon and when I woke up my friends are i
Dec 07
Coding + soap update 06/12/2021
Dear Diary, I thought i was good at programmning. I gotta admit my last grade was pretty high and probably the highest grade i ever got🥰. But today as we had another activity, it drove me crazy and there were lots of errors in my work. 😢My sister
Dec 06