Dasha's Dear Diary

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October 17, 2021
Dear Diary, 4 years feels so long. I want to graduate and get the away from our house. I don't want to see my father anymore. I've had enough for all the traumas and emotional abuse that he's given me. He always curse me. He's fake to other peop
Oct 17
October 10, 2021
Dear Diary, I hate period cramps. Last night I thought I'm gonna past out because it hurts so bad. I couldn't do a lot of things because of the pain. A have so much to do and I guess I'm going to procrastinate again, ugh. I hate that so much. My
Oct 10
October 07, 2021
Dear Diary, I did our presentation alone. I think that the first part is okay but at the end when it was not my part anymore, I couldnt help but slightly rumble my words because I never really knew what to say. It's really hard being on the spot
Oct 07
October 06, 2021
Dear Diary, I don't have the energy for today. The left side of my body is aching for a week and I still haven't filmed for my P.E because of the pain and discomfort. I'm pretty much lazy today and did not accomplish anything because I feel tired
Oct 06
October 05, 2021
Dear Diary, Last night, in the middle of a video call with my friends, our wifi broke down. The blinking lights went red. My brother went to fix it but he also didn't know what happened so he couldn't fix it. I was so stressed because I have a c
Oct 05
October 04, 2021
Dear Diary, I changed my name to Dasha because this symbolizes fresh start. Pain from the past are now lesson learned and all my tomorrows are new adventures to take :) ..... I finished a lot of tasks and it feels really good. My school per
Oct 04
September 30, 2021
Dear Diary, I realized that I'm writing for two consecutive days. I don't know if that's a good thing or what but anyways, not a lot has happened today. I don't even know what I'm writing for anyways. All I want to do is to reflect about today.
Sep 30
September 29, 2021
Dear Diary, Since the class started,I started wearing eyeglasses. People say that I look smart with glasses on and that could also be the reason why my classmates nominated me as the class president. I refused the offer and mentioned another per
Sep 29
September 25, 2021
Dear Diary, Things are going well as of now. I can keep up within the past 2 weeks since the school year officially started. There's a lot of things going on but I believe that I can do them. Joe messaged me on Thursday asking me to sing for
Sep 25
September 22, 2021
Dear Diary, There's this beautiful song that makes me so emotional that whenever I listen to it, my tears would fall because I remember our memories and 'what ifs'. It was for him, the boy that was never mine. The last time I listened to this so
Sep 22
September 20, 2021
Dear Diary, Earlier I read that Joe was having a  hard time. I remember when he said to me that he doesn't like drama, and he don't want to hear my story because he knew that I used to be depressed. Now, he's depressed about college (maybe stres
Sep 20
September 15, 2021
Dear Diary, Okay so I have not posted anything on my other social media account since August and it kinda feels good. My unwanted thoughts slowly fades away.  I feel a lot better since I started to be more productive. I learned how to be mor
Sep 15
August 29, 2021
Dear Diary, I love that I have more time for myself. I was able to do the things that I compromise before. I feel more comfortable with my skin and enjoy the things that I used to do before it's just that it's different now because I am more foc
Aug 29
August 27, 2021
Dear Diary, I guess that out of all the boys that talked to me on my account, I was most attracted to Rory. He's the guy that I exerted most of my time and effort, ig but we cant be together because i dont think that we can last or even be serio
Aug 27
August 12, 2021
Dear Diary, I am currently enrolled but i still got a requirement to be followed. I am excited to study again because this would be my last stage (college). Honestly i want to graduate and help my parents with the finances and to lessen the respons
Aug 12