Just.a.girl's Dear Diary

What a spectacular new year is has started to become... toxic parents,stress,depression,and the best part of all... I was kicked out of my home last night. My father believes the lies told by my mother's venomus mouth and he yells at us, he asked a q

this is my New Year's resolution. I am going to focus souly on myself.fuck anyone who tries to stand in my way of it. I am going to keep growing my bonds closer to the people who I care most about. I am going to strive for each an every goal I make,

it's been three days.so far it has only been three... and yet it feels as though it has been an eternity. i fell in love to fast.i held him too close.i let my gates open to easy.i let down my gaurd... and trusted to let him gaurd me.. he left me. the

solitude. most people think of solitude as being locked away in a room, or in a house... never contacting people and staying away from the outside world.. but solitude is actually much larger than that... its the feeling of disconnection with social

Tomorrow is my Nana's 2nd heavenly birthday, and it isn't easy for me... but I refuse to show any emotion towards my family about it, because they dont bother to comfort anyone.They are all the same when it comes to some else's emotions... they dont

have you ever loved someone so much, that just the thought of holding their hand sends your heart into a stanstill moment of serealism. that when you hear their voice and when you see their face, all that comes to mind is- I am going to marry them. f

i guess its okay to feel alone.i guess its okay to not be able to talk to anyone.i guess its okay to always hold your tounge, because if you open your mouth it should only be to say the words yes ma'am, no ma'am... or yes sir, no sir...  being alone

if only...some one knewsome one understoodsome one caredsome one stayed then maybe i wouldn't feel as lonely and distant as i do right now

They all say that being the eldest of the children is the greatest blessing of all... but, can someone tell me why it only feels like a curse? As the eldest, you are the one who has to "set the example"... you can't screw up, or the others will follo

i feel alone.i feel quieti feel damned i honestly and truly wish that i could better explain myself... butthe thing is... i knlw that no one will ever be able to fully grasp my emotional and mental state. i have not though about harming myself... no

Depression is not normalit isnt dignosed by a doctor...or by a therapist..not by a counciler... It isnt a choicenor is is a lifestyle It is a poisen like no other Its painphysicallyand emotionally and not all physicall harm is considered pain...it is

Dear Diary, If only I could give him a hug right now, because I know he needs that hug just as much as I need it too...You know? The kinda hug that is that kinda hug that is more than a hug and that makes you feel safe... the kinda hug that will make

Today wasn't all bad I will have to admit... but at the same time it really wasn't anything different either. Ironically though I accidentally texted the wrong number today, thinking it was my childhood bestfriend that I have known since the 2nd grad

In all honesty, I dont really know how to start this.. but I guess you never know unless you try. right? I am 20 years old, just had a birthday last month.. I have written in diaries all my life and have burned and thrown them away as a way of gettin

Dear Diary, Today I called the HR to confirm what salary are they giving so they are offering even more than I asked for. So I am getting 151% hike 😀😀😀 I am soooo happy!! I saw the detailed JD and it would be really challenging... I look forw

Dear Diary, I have a good news. I got an offer from one of my dream company... Finally I can also say... Dreams do come true... And with the desired package as well... I am very happy that it happened.  Regards, Anne

Dear Diary, Good news: I got an offer letter from IBM.  Bad news: I did not accept the offer as they were offering too low.  It was my 2nd ever interview as an experienced developer. So in that sense it was good to get an offer within 1st w

Dear Diary, I have an interview tomorrow with IBM and with PWC day after tomorrow.  Interview prep - 0%  So, I need to go through relevant interview questions, and study some ebooks.  Do I have enough time ? No.  But do I have kn

Dear Diary, Today I will meet Bae's brother for the 1st time... We would go to a mall together and have dinner outside...  It felt so good seeing him after months... He was literally blushing 😛 So, whenever he meets me after a long time he

Dear Diary, I have started reading study material for interview and everything is going over my head. I don't feel confident at all about my skills.  I need 1 month of studying before clearing any interview. But I don't have that much time b

Dear Diary, Important day for me. Today is the 2nd attempt of that certification exam which I really need to get. There are mainly 2 certifications I need to acquire. I will let you know what happens. P.S. I cleared it!!! Yaay!! Actually the

Dear Diary, For the first time in a long time I feel happy internally.... I mean I am happy but there are some things which bother me but I just avoid thinking about it... Though it's not sure if that will happen, but the possibility of it makes

Dear Diary, So yesterday I told you about my manager , he is a Sikh guy. Few days ago I met another Sikh guy on train . He was a soldier. So, there was one issue and I helped him with that. After that he called me outside the compartment and ask

Dear Diary, So, I have applied for resignation on 23rd. I don't earn that much now. My package is 5.72 lpa after 3 years. Though I received an additional ~1lakh bonus also (25k from company, 85k from project in 1 year) which was not part of CTC.

Dear Diary, Turns out no one cleared the exam. I feel so tired today.... Soo tired.... So so tired.... I mean I didn't sleep properly last night and I feel so hungry... Though I am not actually hungry... I just want to have tasty food. I am tryi

Dear Diary, I didn't clear the exam... I had just prepared from dumps and I thought those would be enough as one of my colleague told me that its enough. But it was not. Only 15-20% were common and rest were multiple correct type. And that's whe

Dear Diary, Today I have a very important exam.... Wish me luck 🙏 its really important for me to clear it.  Regards, Anne

Dear Diary, Today I made fish, dhania pakoda, bengan chop and tomato chutney... It was finger licking good 😋😋😋. Apart from cooking, I can't find any motivation. I feel like I am dying inside. I want to stay with Bae this long distance

Dear Diary, So today I attempted to make Poha, Palak Saag and Alu chicken for the first time. It turned out really tasty. Learning to cook these things before marriage so thay I can eat tasty food at home there and impress my Bae and in laws wit