Anne's Dear Diary

July 30, 2021
Dear Diary, Today suddenly I got overloaded with so much work. My manager asked me to do a code review of someone else's code. Now this is something a senior does in my company. But he kind wants me to learn how to do it. So it will take 2 3 hou
Jul 30
Feedback from Manager July 29, 2021
Dear Diary, Today I had mid-year assessment. So I had a feedback call with my manager.  He took feedback from my previous supervisor as well. And they all had very good feedbacks. He said I am very good at R&D work. What surprised him was he
Jul 29
July 28, 2021
Dear Diary, Today was a good day. I already implemented what I suggested yesterday. Initially I thought it would take 2 whole days. But I finished it and also finished another object. I am on fire 🔥I worked for around 10 hours today.  I als
Jul 28
July 27, 2021
Dear Diary, I gave a really good solution to a problem to my senior managers today. Felt good about it. They were discussing over an issue but couldn't come up with a good solution, then something clicked and I gave that solution. I will only ha
Jul 27
July 25, 2021
Dear Diary, I cried a lot today, because I had a fight my bestie. My past has affected me so badly till date, that I cannot take sadness. I cry so badly. Though now it's all settled.  I think of dying and death immediately.  Maybe I will nev
Jul 25
July 24, 2021
Dear Diary, Today was not much of a good day. I had a speech but found out there was some issue with authentication. And then I looked so fat, really fat. Got the least votes for the speech as well.  Anyways, then I watched a mindless movie.
Jul 24
July 23, 2021
Dear Diary, Things are going better, my confidence is booming everyday. I am getting appreciation for my work from many colleagues.  I joined toastmasters club last week, and took up a role on the first week itself and won the best speaker awar
Jul 23
July 21, 2021
Dear Diary, Today I saw one very weird dream, I was about to get married but the groom was not revealed till the end of the dream.  And at the end it was a girl SK, she was my yearmate from college. She sang a beautiful song, her voice was m
Jul 21
July 19, 2021
Dear Diary, A lot happened today. If you have read my entries so far, you would have known by now that one single person had hurt me a lot and I went through trauma.  So, today, my friend, former bestie, who had introduced us me and him had
Jul 19
July 14, 2021
Dear Diary, Today was my parent's marriage anniversary. So, all four of us went out for dinner. It was good, I offered them beforehand that it would be a treat from my end, and we went to the best restaurant in our city. My mom was so happy, she
Jul 14
July 13, 2021
Dear Diary, Yesterday was a long day, I woke up at 10:30am and worked till 12. 😅 With one 45 mins break in between.  I can officially call myself a workaholic now. 1st it was office work till 10, and then I had to help my brother fill his appl
Jul 13
July 11, 2021
Dear Diary, Today is the day, I start having positive thoughts again. There has been a lot of negativity in me since a long time now.  I was unhappy with myself and others for a long time. But now I will be more positive. It's time to move o
Jul 11
July 10, 2021
Dear Diary, I am really upset. I don't really have a reason to be alive. There is nothing really left for me.
Jul 10
July 07, 2021
Dear Diary, I feel anxiety today, I have a lot of hatred inside me since a long time.  I know it's of no use to actually go and say all those things to him. But I need to let it out. So here it goes,  "I hope you get your karma, I hope y
Jul 07
June 08, 2021
Dear Diary, Yeah! With every passing day my urge to remain single is getting strong.
Jun 08