Love_to_be_psycho_😘's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, And finally iits my bday ...i am happy about that...my loved ones planned for me a lot and i just loved me...feels good that everyone loves me... But one thing will always hurt me that ki the person whom I love... will not love me....a

Dear Diary, First note of this year.... It's neither a happy note nor a sad note..it's a normal my wish,my desires note🌝 From past 2yrs i had faced lot of things and learned lot of things...and just learned and excecuted lot of things in my li

Dear Diary, Last day of the year!!! Everyone have different plans of welcoming new year....I too thought of celebrating it with my friends just a thought...but my poor luck ...it's not possible yaar.... something should happen in my messy life...al

Dear Diary, It's been after a long time I am writing a note...it's not that I was busy but ...since from past 1month i have not communicated nicely with anyone...and i feel ki it's ok not to communicate ... Because somewhat I was ok with my life...

Dear Diary, Good morning... writing a diary at early morning it's 7:20am right now...so basically I woke up around 6'o clock to study and I was feeling good that finally I am back to my schedule...and suddenly I was scrolling my Instagram and I was

Dear Diary, Why this to me always I don't understand....I always do things for others at the end they will be happy....but wbme....shall I be sad .... I get scoldings...I too feel bad ... Don't I have feelings...

Dear Diary, In this durga puja...I just wish ki early morning what I wished to mother nature should be fulfilled...I really feel alone and bad please grant my wish god....🥺 This is the 1st durga puja I am not with my family...I am missing them so

Dear Diary, So yesterday my new semester started...and I am in final year of UG ...so happy for that.... I have one thing that I want degree within 3yrs...so that I can fulfill my deeds in mba in healthcare management... So when I bid this colleg

Dear Diary, May be I don't surround with that much people but that one person I have who is there with me with no bad intention no mean nothing... always tolerate me.... I m so happy na I can't express...may he should all his dreams come true whic

Dear Diary, I feel sometimes very bad ...the person I love very badly... don't overcome trust in me...but it's fine he needs time and thinking to understand it...but I feel very bad when he becomes moody to me😔....and makes me feel ki he don't lov

Dear Diary, 1st call by him🥰 I was so happy....though he have did normal call .... But for me....it was so special....🥰I can't express my happiness

Dear Diary, Within few days...he have become this important to me...since it's 1 month we met but at one sight I have seen him and started liking him...and on 23 aug I confessed my feelings...but it was not a rejection...as he is not on that path..

Dear Diary, Today I finally realised that ki in this except ur family u should never do extra care of anyone..that to only one sided....bcoz no one deserves...n never show goodness ... Nothing is gonna work😒😒I really realised this today...n I m go

Dear Diary, Today may be my days are not going well...but one fine day my days are gonna awesome...as my life is set to new beginning aldready..still I am not that much ok..but I keep myself chilled so...I feel alone sometimes...but it's fine 😇I w

Dear Diary, Please yaar make my life normal... Please send someone who will always support me🥺not leave me alone for a second 😔 I don't know what's happening with me😔

I've finally graduated. Technically I won't have officially received my bachelor's degree until August 5th, but the final grades for my classes were submitted on June 27th. I'm finally free, three years late. My student loans are also in forebearance

Today was a pretty good day, despite being asleep for a good portion of it. I remember waking up and seeing the time was 9:44 and thinking that it looked a lot like the word guy, and falling back asleep. I woke up again shortly after 11:30 when my pa

I've been wanting to write this entry for several days now, but life and other distractions have been getting in the way. This entry is about Tuesday, May 31, 2022. I usually see my boo, Da, every Tuesday, and such was the plan for this day. The days

Yesterday I applied for readmission to my university. I dropped out after the Fall 2019 term (4.5 years of enrollment) with only 4 credit hours between me and graduating. I was drowning in stress (PTSD) and working and ended up failing the classes I

One of my coworkers died yesterday. It was very sudden and unexpected. My team lead told me about it right after she came in the door and I had already been clocked in for about 8 or 9 minutes.  I was shocked. Another coworker asked how she had died

Woo. I'm 25 now.  Da got me sick on my birthday last Saturday. He didn't have anything too bad and neither did I but I still lost my voice. I worked the two days after my birthday and then after work on Monday, Da and I had a little hotel vacation. I

So it turns out I'm only 5/10 of a match for my sister (C), which is a relief for me, but the real relief is that they told her there are thousands of 10/10 matches in the registry. I'm glad that I was able to avoid the entire situation of being forc

Where do I even start with the mess my life has been since my last entry?  I think I've been processing life at lease somewhat well so I haven't felt an overwhelming desire to make an entry, but I've also just been lazy. Now that I feel like writing

Today was a rough day.  Work was hella busy. I barely had time to breathe. I'm supposed to get two paid 15 minute breaks every day, but I only got one. I understood that we were busy, but you can bet your ass that the ass-kissers and bosses got all o

I've been so very tired lately. It's like I'm back in high school where I'd procrastinate sleep, go to sleep late, and stay tired at school, except now it's work. I don't know why I'm like this. And if I do go to sleep at a decent time, I'll wake up

I've been busy and some stuff has happened.  Tuesday, September 28th was a fun day. Da and I went to a mall, specifically for Build-A-Bear, because I had never been and he wanted to make an Umbreon. We bought lots of stuff and I had some pretzel bite

We got the results for our covid tests just slightly more than 24 hours after taking them. We were both negative, so that's great. We are back at work again today. Sundays are honestly the worst days to work. Loads of people come in after church and

Everything was fine yesterday morning. My dad and I got up and got ready for work, no big deal.  For some reason, I felt off, like I was forgetting something. Maybe it had to do with the fact that I didn't feel the urge to poop yet even though poopin

I have been so completely overwhelmed with anxiety. My first day of work as a self-checkout person was awful. (September 17th) I have a lovely coworker and she helped me so much and was so nice to me. She was an absolute blessing.  Some higher-ups cr

Went to work for a few hours today to watch some training videos, set up direct deposit and such.  I was fine at work, but when I got home, anxiety hit me like a shit ton of bricks. I don't know why it happened right then. I felt like I was going to