Pure88's Dear Diary

15 January 2021, I'm sitting here curious if I am too good of a friend or not good enough. For years I have struggled to keep friends and I never understood why. I was always there for them, always listened to them, helped them out, did what they

14 January 2021 I guess I'm writing for a second time tonight, but something came up and it's rough. I mean for me at least. A month ago my mother in law sent me an application for a new job that was 100% secured for me as long as I filled

14 January 2021 Well, it's a new year for the world and we are 14 days into this mess. So, what have I decided to do? Start to try and journal publicly. Maybe, I'm just feeling alone or lost right now, or maybe I just want to talk. I honestly ha

Dear Diary, im 21 but still get treated like a kid my family stays with my granny and she the queen bee. Me and my siblings were all adopted we been with the same family for years and trust me it all good until i turned 15 I wanted to go to a footbal

Dear Diary, Why do love have to be so stressful and confusing. I miss him really trying not to text him. Hopefully day 3 will be a little better.

I've finally graduated. Technically I won't have officially received my bachelor's degree until August 5th, but the final grades for my classes were submitted on June 27th. I'm finally free, three years late. My student loans are also in forebearance

Today was a pretty good day, despite being asleep for a good portion of it. I remember waking up and seeing the time was 9:44 and thinking that it looked a lot like the word guy, and falling back asleep. I woke up again shortly after 11:30 when my pa

I've been wanting to write this entry for several days now, but life and other distractions have been getting in the way. This entry is about Tuesday, May 31, 2022. I usually see my boo, Da, every Tuesday, and such was the plan for this day. The days

Yesterday I applied for readmission to my university. I dropped out after the Fall 2019 term (4.5 years of enrollment) with only 4 credit hours between me and graduating. I was drowning in stress (PTSD) and working and ended up failing the classes I

One of my coworkers died yesterday. It was very sudden and unexpected. My team lead told me about it right after she came in the door and I had already been clocked in for about 8 or 9 minutes.  I was shocked. Another coworker asked how she had died

Woo. I'm 25 now.  Da got me sick on my birthday last Saturday. He didn't have anything too bad and neither did I but I still lost my voice. I worked the two days after my birthday and then after work on Monday, Da and I had a little hotel vacation. I

So it turns out I'm only 5/10 of a match for my sister (C), which is a relief for me, but the real relief is that they told her there are thousands of 10/10 matches in the registry. I'm glad that I was able to avoid the entire situation of being forc

Where do I even start with the mess my life has been since my last entry?  I think I've been processing life at lease somewhat well so I haven't felt an overwhelming desire to make an entry, but I've also just been lazy. Now that I feel like writing

Today was a rough day.  Work was hella busy. I barely had time to breathe. I'm supposed to get two paid 15 minute breaks every day, but I only got one. I understood that we were busy, but you can bet your ass that the ass-kissers and bosses got all o

I've been so very tired lately. It's like I'm back in high school where I'd procrastinate sleep, go to sleep late, and stay tired at school, except now it's work. I don't know why I'm like this. And if I do go to sleep at a decent time, I'll wake up

I've been busy and some stuff has happened.  Tuesday, September 28th was a fun day. Da and I went to a mall, specifically for Build-A-Bear, because I had never been and he wanted to make an Umbreon. We bought lots of stuff and I had some pretzel bite

We got the results for our covid tests just slightly more than 24 hours after taking them. We were both negative, so that's great. We are back at work again today. Sundays are honestly the worst days to work. Loads of people come in after church and

Everything was fine yesterday morning. My dad and I got up and got ready for work, no big deal.  For some reason, I felt off, like I was forgetting something. Maybe it had to do with the fact that I didn't feel the urge to poop yet even though poopin

I have been so completely overwhelmed with anxiety. My first day of work as a self-checkout person was awful. (September 17th) I have a lovely coworker and she helped me so much and was so nice to me. She was an absolute blessing.  Some higher-ups cr

Went to work for a few hours today to watch some training videos, set up direct deposit and such.  I was fine at work, but when I got home, anxiety hit me like a shit ton of bricks. I don't know why it happened right then. I felt like I was going to