Xhopefulprincess's Dear Diary

Content warning: mention of rape, but it's only the first part of this entry.  I need to rant a little about rape. Not really a rant, but whatever.  It absolutely blows my mind how people can just talk about it so casually. How movies can have an ent

Da just finished his lunch break but he told me something that made me really happy right before he had to go back to work.  Here's the message: "Good, I love you so much. I was singing this song I think it was called a thousand years. It was

Today was a long day. It went better than expected, especially considering I was woken up at 7:30am. How I lived to tell this tale is a mystery. That's actually unnecessarily dramatic, but I'm here for it.  J was the one who woke me up so early. I ac

(Warning: sexual content near the end) I feel a lot better since my last entry. I don't know what caused my ill-feelings but they went away after about a day or two. As I said in my previous entry as well, the Valentine's day card I made for Da on Za

Today has not gone well. As I said in my previous entry, I made a card for Da and sent it to Zazzle to print it. Before I went sleep this morning, I got an email from them saying they're rejecting in on the basis of copyright infringement. Ugh whatev

I haven't been to sleep yet, but this time with good reason. Da spent almost the entire day with me yesterday. Lots of cuddles and naps. He gave me food and several orgasms.  I was so happy yesterday. I'm still happy, but of course I miss him already

I feel like I'm messing up.  I'm hella overspending and I try to justify it by saying there's going to be another stimulus check and I'll probably get my tax refund shortly after the IRS starts accepting it... I slept for a really long time yesterday

I woke up almost an hour ago. I remember thinking a lot about handwriting and penmanship right after waking up. In 8th grade (13-14 years old), I made the conscious decision to change the way I write the letter y. I used to use two straight lines, bu

It's passed 4am and I'm just now getting sleepy. I don't feel much worse sense my last entry but I don't feel any better either. Sleep has been very hard for me. I wake up at least once every hour and have to turn onto my other side. Da was here yest

It's happening again. 😖 Recently I've been waking up with headaches and I've been sneezing a lot. I think those symptoms started on Thursday, the 7th. My nose has also felt stuffy and dry and my throat has started to get more phlegm and kind it kind

(Warning: sexual content) Da and I spent the 5th and 6th in a hotel and it was wonderful. We were in awe of the room as soon as we walked in. The room was so big! There was a king sized bed and a couch with a pull out bed. There was a tv that was

I'm really excited about tomorrow. In a previous entry, around mid-December, I said that Da and I were going to stay at a hotel from December 29th-31st. His boss didn't approve his time off so we decided to wait another week. Da has the time off and

I honestly had the best birthday and Christmas ever. I woke up on my own around 10am instead of someone else waking me up which was really nice. I got to lie in bed for a while before my mom came in my room to ask if I was ready to eat our traditiona

Yesterday was a good day.  I got to spend the whole day with Da and he bought and brought my birthday cake to my house. It was beautiful and tasted great, although my family says it's too sweet. I think it's just the right amount of sweet. Unfortunat

Content warning: sexual themes mentioned.  My sleep schedule is absolutely screwed.  I didn't go to sleep "last night" until after 6am. I've been waking up every so often since then.  I woke up at about 5pm yesterday which is about normal for me, but