Dear Diary,
It's been after a long time I am writing a note...it's not that I was busy but ...since from past 1month i have not communicated nicely with anyone...and i feel ki it's ok not to communicate ... Because somewhat I was ok with my life...but yesterday when I got Ill i got to know ki no...it's not everytime possible to be alone...you should have one special person in your life who take care about you...it's not ki when you are in your bad times ..in your good times too...you should have some emotional and mental support
My life is so suffocated now ki the person whom I love he is perfect but still I assume negativity and won't communicate...even I can't explain my feelings through diary also...
When I see some couples I feel ki i should also have some good life like this but ...why i don't have...I too want ki the person whom I love he should be there with me ....🥺but why is it too me...i feel blessed ki i have everything in my life...but one phase is Missing
I swear when I get him in my life naa i will follow his principles if it is right...but fate what he wanted to do it's complicated...
Though I don't talk that doesn't mean naa ki i don't miss him...i miss him every single second 🥺but yaar tu kyu nh hai mere zindagi meh....