死's Dear Diary

Dear Diary,i almost didnt feel my legs when im on panick im scared if my mental health is fine ,and im scared what will happened to my score if i did not have my books

Dear Diary I relapsed again, i was clean for like a year and honestly i dont feel too bad about doing it, its winter so people wont the my cuts because of my clothes, i fucking hate him, i hate what he did today and those other months, i wanna stop

Dear Diary, Ive been wondering, what was his reason? Did he like me? Probably not, he has a girlfriend i think He just wanted to try? Probably, im not even that pretty He wanted to make me feel bad? I dont know but he did Why does he continues

Dear Diary, It's been like 2 months or more since I haven't go to my psychologists, she doesn't work until maybe end of February. Forget about one of my latest entries here, I haven't been feeling better, I wish I could talk in here in a less 'ambigu

Dear Diary, sorry I don't think I'll sleep tonight. I don't know how to feel about myself, some days I feel like the most pretty person alive and in the next second I'm jumping off a cliff because I saw my reflection in the mirror. I think I'm afrai

Dear Diary, I think I've been getting better but like I don't know, my mind feels a lot more foggy for some reason. I went out with some friends (2) the other and it was fine, he was there. We bought some food and ate at the park, then we walked to

Dear Diary, I can't bear with this shit anymore, I wanna kill myself so bad, I wanna kill him REALLY bad.  Like here it's fucking 5:07 am and I'm crying like the stupid retard I am. Why the fuck has he been so distant, I feel like he hates me, I thi

Dear Diary, why can't music be louder?  I want it to make me unable to listen the exterior, yeah it's muffles it but that not enough. I want it to silence everything, the cars, the neighbors, the fighting and screaming. I don't know what exactly ha

Dear Diary, my head has been feeling foggy and heavy, i only want to talk with people that harm me, i dont know how to stop, i want to go back and be normal. But thats like the only way i feel filled and "loved", more like i feel wanted, i feel desir

Dear Diary, this is my first entry here, dont really know what im gonna write but i just want to maybe put my feelings into words. Btw i will have spelling errors, english is not my first lenguage and i really dont care to write correctly. Today i w