Rotten Pup's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, It's been like 2 months or more since I haven't go to my psychologists, she doesn't work until maybe end of February. Forget about one of my latest entries here, I haven't been feeling better, I wish I could talk in here in a less 'ambigu

Dear Diary, sorry I don't think I'll sleep tonight. I don't know how to feel about myself, some days I feel like the most pretty person alive and in the next second I'm jumping off a cliff because I saw my reflection in the mirror. I think I'm afrai

Dear Diary, I think I've been getting better but like I don't know, my mind feels a lot more foggy for some reason. I went out with some friends (2) the other and it was fine, he was there. We bought some food and ate at the park, then we walked to

Dear Diary, I can't bear with this shit anymore, I wanna kill myself so bad, I wanna kill him REALLY bad.  Like here it's fucking 5:07 am and I'm crying like the stupid retard I am. Why the fuck has he been so distant, I feel like he hates me, I thi

Dear Diary, why can't music be louder?  I want it to make me unable to listen the exterior, yeah it's muffles it but that not enough. I want it to silence everything, the cars, the neighbors, the fighting and screaming. I don't know what exactly ha

Dear Diary, my head has been feeling foggy and heavy, i only want to talk with people that harm me, i dont know how to stop, i want to go back and be normal. But thats like the only way i feel filled and "loved", more like i feel wanted, i feel desir

Dear Diary, this is my first entry here, dont really know what im gonna write but i just want to maybe put my feelings into words. Btw i will have spelling errors, english is not my first lenguage and i really dont care to write correctly. Today i w