Rotten Pup's Dear Diary

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April 04, 2024
Dear Diary, I feel much better than before. I’m more at peace with myself and feel happier. I’m working on my self more than ever before!
Apr 04
March 17, 2024
Dear Diary, I know it's not the best to rely on someone else, but I don't know better. I really want someone in my life, like, romantically. I hate that I believe in love, in such a way that there could be no one else but your partner and you'd s
Mar 17
March 10, 2024
Dear Diary, I'm doing my best to resist the urge to message him. It's not like it's hard, but recently I've been missing him more and more. I know I'm strong and I know I can do it, but a small part of me hopes that he comes back. I just want to get
Mar 10
March 07, 2024
Dear Diary: So, yesterday the guy I was dating decided to leave. I'm doing fine, I think. I guess that after dating people for a while, I'm more able to feel calm with it. I'm upset, of course, but I am a little proud of myself since it's not harmin
Mar 07
April 08, 2022 Word vomit😤🤧
To Whom ever reading this👀🍂. . . 💞👉👈Please make a moment with me. (*Take a long breathe,)🌟 inhale and exhale to your hearts content, feel it.... Even if its just for a second🧚‍♀️.... 🌤️🌈Cuz, i think every damn being on this damn planet shoul
Apr 08
it's been a while
it's been a while since i wrote on here. it has been a roller coaster but i'm v happy with where i am at rn
Mar 22
February 01, 2025
Dear Diary, It's been like 2 months or more since I haven't go to my psychologists, she doesn't work until maybe end of February. Forget about one of my latest entries here, I haven't been feeling better, I wish I could talk in here in a less 'ambigu
Feb 01
January 31, 2025
Dear Diary, sorry I don't think I'll sleep tonight. I don't know how to feel about myself, some days I feel like the most pretty person alive and in the next second I'm jumping off a cliff because I saw my reflection in the mirror. I think I'm afrai
Jan 31
January 31, 2025
Dear Diary, I think I've been getting better but like I don't know, my mind feels a lot more foggy for some reason. I went out with some friends (2) the other and it was fine, he was there. We bought some food and ate at the park, then we walked to
Jan 31
January 15, 2025
Dear Diary, I can't bear with this shit anymore, I wanna kill myself so bad, I wanna kill him REALLY bad.  Like here it's fucking 5:07 am and I'm crying like the stupid retard I am. Why the fuck has he been so distant, I feel like he hates me, I thi
Jan 15
January 06, 2025
Dear Diary, why can't music be louder?  I want it to make me unable to listen the exterior, yeah it's muffles it but that not enough. I want it to silence everything, the cars, the neighbors, the fighting and screaming. I don't know what exactly ha
Jan 07
January 05, 2025
Dear Diary, my head has been feeling foggy and heavy, i only want to talk with people that harm me, i dont know how to stop, i want to go back and be normal. But thats like the only way i feel filled and "loved", more like i feel wanted, i feel desir
Jan 05
January 05, 2025
Dear Diary, this is my first entry here, dont really know what im gonna write but i just want to maybe put my feelings into words. Btw i will have spelling errors, english is not my first lenguage and i really dont care to write correctly. Today i w
Jan 05