January 05, 2025

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Dear Diary, this is my first entry here, dont really know what im gonna write but i just want to maybe put my feelings into words. Btw i will have spelling errors, english is not my first lenguage and i really dont care to write correctly.

Today i went out with some friends and i was really anxious, he was there, i kinda hate him, plus he cutted his hair and looks REALLY bad. There where also other 3 friends, i tried getting a bit far away from him even tho i really wanna talk to him, at the cinema i sat some seats away. I miss him, i miss a lot of things, feelings, people, bad people, places. Bad people are always in my mind, i hate to think about them even when i talk to them daily, i dont want to talk to them anymore, but i need those people, even if they just use me. 

I feel like drawing, dont really know what i want to draw thoooo.. :b

Maybe ill write more than one entry per day because i just cant have one theme per day.

Anyways thats all, bye :33

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Rotten Pup✓
Jan 5, 2025 · 29 views

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~*Heder*~Jan 6, 2025

Im really sorry you got hurt :( Its always very hard and to heal? seems impossibly. You will get there though, just hang in there.

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SongbirdJan 5, 2025

It's hard to leave people who treat you poorly. Especially f you feel like your going to be alone if you don't have them. Look after yourself. You deserve people who treat you right. Finding good friends can be a process and sometimes we aren't patient enough to find them. In the end it will be worth it. To be with a group of people that make you feel good. If your just talking about people in general then yeah bad people can't be avoided :(. You got this though. Continue on like the queen you are. Lots of love!!! Songbird

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