January 15, 2025

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Dear Diary, I can't bear with this shit anymore, I wanna kill myself so bad, I wanna kill him REALLY bad. 

Like here it's fucking 5:07 am and I'm crying like the stupid retard I am. Why the fuck has he been so distant, I feel like he hates me, I think the doesn't want to hang out anymore, I don't think I did something but I'm kinda worried. I feel bad wishing his death, I feel bad wanting to kill him, I don't know what he is going thru but GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I WANNA KILL MYSELF SO BAD. No Tony because of him no, I need his attention because of something else, something I don't really know if I should tell here but I don't f7cking know I'm just gonna go to sleep now idk 

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Sebastian Michaeliss!!Feb 2, 2025

Lifes hard but you will do it girlll i believe in youuu╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

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SongbirdJan 15, 2025

Everything is going to be ok. If you feel this way then it might be best to get some help. It's nothing to be ashamed of, to get help, I have been in therapy almost my entire life. He isn't worth your energy. It's ok to be sad and don't be so hard on yourself for feeling sad. If you keep feeling this way I would recommend calling 988. They can help you through this and go through the steps towards healing. Also when it comes to people being distant we usually overthink it, especially when it comes to guys. I do it all the time and in the end it didn't mean anything. They were dealing with their own things or were busy or just didn't get back to me. Everything will be ok. Just hang in there.

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JAZZYYJan 15, 2025

Heyyy look ik life is hard for you rn but its going to be okay I feel your pain I been throw it

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