Dear Diary
I relapsed again, i was clean for like a year and honestly i dont feel too bad about doing it, its winter so people wont the my cuts because of my clothes, i fucking hate him, i hate what he did today and those other months, i wanna stop talking to him but i feel likr i would loose a lot of my current friends by stop talking with him. I need him in some way but i dont want to even see him.