Shesnotreal's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, it’s been a while since i last wrote here - i guess what brings me back here is the feeling of loneliness that’s ripping at my soul. i don’t have anyone to share this feeling with. i want to connect with someone again it’s been too long.

Dear Diary, another thing that i read and stuck with me was : “ guilt is a useless emotion but a powerful tool”

Dear Diary, this year i’ll be actually alone on my birthday. not only lonely as usual but also alone  and that’s okay i just wanna write this down here and see if my assumptions are correct

Dear Diary, im hot and im pretty  everyone can agree

Dear Diary,  when i die i want everyone close to me to look back on the memories they’ve made with me and smile. i don’t want them to be sad that i’m gone, i want them to gather around somewhere and talk about the love they’d feel the fun they’d hav

Dear Diary, for once i just wanna be in the back seat not the drivers seat

Dear Diary, my friends say it’s comforting to be around me, that i’m kind and loving and always there…  i know that but, is anyone ever there for me? the way i need it?  i always feel alone. not lonely. just alone. i’ve always felt like i’m carryin

Dear Diary, i wanna share a quote with you- i read this just now and i really liked it: “You are not entitled to your opinion. You are entitled to your informed opinion. No one is entitled to be ignorant“

Dear Diary, my sister traveled back to the country she lives in and after having her here with me for a month and getting used to having het around 24/7 again… the night feels too quiet but it’s okay. i really enjoyed spending time with her and it’s

Dear Diary, i saw a tiktok the other day where the girl said she read something that said “how empty of me to be so full of you” and that shit stung me and stayed with me for weeks after.

Dear Diary, i remember my mom buying me an iced coffee and donut at the airport two years ago when i was really sad about whatever silly thing it was at the time.. now here i am buying her favorite pie for her as i help her prepare to travel to her h

Dear Diary, i feel like i’m always missing something theres this huge empty space inside of me somewhere i’ve been finding it super hard to fall asleep easily because of it. i’m also feeling detached again and all of these feelings are starting to tu

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Dear Diary, today i realized that i now also have a person that falls under the “ if i could go back in time and unmeet you i would in a glance”. i just think it’s so fucked up what she did to me. i deserved better and at this point i will never ever

Dear Diary, today i saw my friends and it was really nice. my country has been undergoing a 7pm curfew because of the covid19 pandemic but everything is open again at night now and it’s been really nice i miss late night drives where the windows are