Dear Diary, so last night all our plans got crushed. I am heartbroken and angry. We had this amazing plan on moving, we were just waiting for the job transfer. It was going to make our lives so much better and happier, but now it seems as though that isn't going to happen.
The location we want to move to has been interviewing new people, even though they have an employee here that has been with the company for years and is a really hard worker wanting to transfer. The reason is because the supervisor up there is pretty narcistic and only cares for himself. Basically if anything isn't his idea or doesn't benefit HIM in any way, then he doesn't want it, regardless if it is what is best for the company. Basically its "yeah, I need more people up here, you want to transfer? well what's in it for me?" And no, being a reliable employee isn't enough.
I've been in and out of tears for the past 12 hours. I had started packing the pictures and stuff to start fixing the walls to sell our house. I know that I set myself up for disappointment by starting to do that without the tranfer agreement, but my husband and I didn't think that this was going to happen. And when the company approves a transfer, said employee needs to start working at the new location immediately so I wan't to get as much done with my husband here as I could.
I'm so crushed, all our plans are out the window. A better house, more property, gardening and preserving, eduation, finances, happiness.. etc..etc.. just crushed. All because one guy is a jackass. (yes one guy, because everyone else agrees we should transfer up there.) And even if this guys higher ups forces his hand, what kind of work enviroment is that going to cause for my husband? I would hate to move to have him hate his job because this jackass wants to make his life a living hell.
I know we got ourselves excited, I know that is our own fault. But fuck, I hurt right now.