Dear Diary, today i realized that i now also have a person that falls under the “ if i could go back in time and unmeet you i would in a glance”. i just think it’s so fucked up what she did to me. i deserved better and at this point i will never ever blame myself fully for the outcome of the situation. it was barely my fault. but i do hate myself for not knowing better i’m really really disappointed in myself i never thought i would ever be put in such a situation and i can’t stop thinking about what my older sister always said to me when it comes to people and being manipulated- she’d always tell me there’s always someone who’s a greater manipulator, be really careful don’t ever think you’re the smartest person in the room because there’s always someone who could out smart you just like there’s always someone who can also outsmart the person that outsmarted you