IsItMe?'s Dear Diary

[IS Diary week 09A & 09B] I've already shared my personal map, so i am going to make my plan into specific or capability improvement plan. Here is a list of my personal map in more specific and details: - I will study hard and improve my english

{IS diary-week 07] It's been a week since I write about my dream job in the previous diary, I said that I want to be a system analyst.I decided to know more about my dream job, so I asked one of my seniors if she knows alumni that work in a system a

hi... my name is Nethaneel muluk, I was born in Surabaya 28th september 2001 and currently living in Sidoarjo. My friends usually call me neta, and the closest one will call me muluk, 'muluk' means in javanesse is flying.I am a freshman in the inform

Dear Diary, So had sex with my boyfriend and when we finished I laid on him for a second and he mumbled something about being heavy. I asked him wtf he said. I had to ask him 3 times, he finally said "your pu**y is heavy" i think he is full of c

Dear Diary, he is coming to visit today. I left to go on a mini vacation away from life to try to get my thoughts together. Well today he is coming to see me. He left work and is headed straight down. Its a two and a half hour drive. Im nervous.

Dear Diary, I know you get tired of me but shoot what else are you here for? To listen to me complain!🤣 so today I finally freaking threw up. Every since I found out my boyfriend cheated on my i have had this feeling of needing to throw up but

Dear Diary, Why do i keep torturing myself? I keep asking my boyfriend questions that I know the answers will hurt me. I want the answers tho. If I don't know the answers it will drive me crazy. I found out today he has better conversations with

Dear Diary, I have so much hate but up. I dont know where to begin. I started cutting myself again like I used to years ago. Its stupid. Why do I do it? I do it because the physical pain is so much better than the emotional pain. I wanna go into

Dear Diary, I HATE MYSELF. I don't feel like im good enough. I dont wanna exist. Why am I here. Everytime I think I'm starting to maybe slowly get over what my boyfriend did i start to really think about it all over again. How do k make it go aw

Dear Diary,   Well this is my first page. I wanted somewhere to go so I could tell someone else and nobody know who I am. Maybe even get replys.  My life is a disaster and I dont know what to do. My fiance has been talking to other women online a