August 18, 2020

hey, how it's going? u know what I have been reading some of your diaries and thats made me writing the following comment, please don't torture yourself, you don't have to hate yourself too, u are young and u have a beautiful bright future. he is the fucking one who cheated on u, betrayed u and he did it on purpose so let him go, just live ur own life. I know it might be hard for u to let go off things simply, but u gotta be strong. and i hope you know he doesn't created for u cause he went out to look for another bitches... u know what girl, life is all about choice. whether u are fat or slim just try to build ur inner strength, inner beauty, boost ur confidence. God created you on purpose. the world are full of options. just open ur eyes.

Hey! Im 27 years old ☺ a part of this is his fault bc he went looking for girls. This isnt like he was hanging out and fell for someone. He went looking for them on the internet and started sexting, flirting, and having regular conversations. But then a lot of it has to be my fault too because what made him wanna go looking. At the point someone feels the need to start looking for someone to start talking to in that manner then they should end the relationship they are in 😔 he literally has me hating myself

Hi! I dont know how old you are. But a lot of people go through something like this atleast once. It's not your fault and not his fault. Liking for something/someone is usually automatic and not a planned or reason based act. With time you'll evantually learn many things. And a very important thing which i leanrt was, that we oftrn keep craving for other people's love and attention, but above all, we have to love ourselves, take good care of ourselves. You can't pour from an empty cup, if you want to keep people happy, you have to be happy yourself.