Dear Diary,
I HATE MYSELF. I don't feel like im good enough. I dont wanna exist. Why am I here. Everytime I think I'm starting to maybe slowly get over what my boyfriend did i start to really think about it all over again. How do k make it go away. How can I forget about it!?!? I want to be with him but living with this kind of stress everyday is not a healthy way of life.