Someonemessedup's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Today my classmates and I went swimming at a beautiful resort to unwind with the girl I like, but I couldn't talk to her because I'm shy and have low self-confidence. So what happened is that even when we're together, we can't talk becaus

Dear Diary, Here I go again, So lockdown extended. I am missing tapri wali chai, evening walks, dinner at dhaba, gossips with friends. But you know what,  now I am being good at cooking. Today I cooked rajma and it was so yummy and roti was per

Dear Diary,  Heare I go again. Yesterday I was  exhausted by doing so many things , cooking on my own, laudry, office work , dishes, and I could not sleep yesterday night bcz of no electricity. Yesterday was full of kind of drained.  Anyway today I

Dear Diary, Good afternoon,I am very happy today , finally I am able to make roti on my own. Ohh I am loving this quanentine so mich , got to learning so many things. It took me 90 min to cook my lunch. As you know practice makes man perfect. S

Dear Diary, Here I go again, so today was very good , day 2 of quitting social media. I am doing good, no urge for that. I watched knives out, and it was good movie.  Anyway I started using mind maos in my day today life. and I am loving the

Dear Diary, Here I go again, well thats my day 1 of not using social.media and you know I got lot of time for doing other stuff. I realized that how much time I was wasting daily in just checking my whatsapp. Anyway Today I cleaned my cupboard a

Dear Diary, here I go again ,so today I have decided to quit social media and uninstalled all the apps which I was using, for a week.  Why I did this , bcz I want to live in truely in isolation and dont want to interact with anyone. I know its

Dear Diary, Here I go again, its 1:45 am in india, I am trying to sleep but couldn't. I am so addicted to writing stuff here.  Anyway why I am up here late night bcz I was reading about mind map , so if you dunno about mind map , check them out

Dear Diary, Today I realized something about me that I knew but I was not ready to accept that I have trust issues , I have ego. When someone pointed it out I just used to hate that person and used to make agreement with myself that I will not t

Dear Diary, Here I go again , should I really be in a relationship that I am not enjoying anymore?Those lovely talks , quality time together, those little things we used to enjoy , they all were gone. I dunno , whether I am overthinking it o

Dear Diary, Here I go again, so today I was browsing youtube and watching and listening to some famous youtubers. Well, I always doubted me for everything before starting out any work , thinking that I am not got at it or from where I should sta

I knew it wouldn't  worked  out but still it hurt. Idk I'm  not depressed  or literally  heartbroken. I don't  think about him all the time, every little  thing doesn't  remind him. But i can't  find myself  interested in any other guy, yeah i got as

He came back. Wants to start over but idk i want too. But I'm  scared that it won't  work out. I want to try but idk I'm  so so scared that i get played  this time for real. First time we didn't  really had anything. But now  he wants to things serio

I found old screenshot of his text... Wow i had forgotten them and feelings i felt at that moment. Yeah i loved him,but i don't  love him anymore and i don't  want him back.  But i just  want those feelings, idk maybe it's  sounds stupid, but then i

Why the f#$k i still think of him ????  It ended  long time ago but he is still the one i think so much, it's  soo annoying. Idk what to do, i know  that everything ended  there no hope and i don't really  want anything  but still i think about him.

When you feel good in your body, but even your parents tell that you need to change. And then they  ask why  you start to hate yourself 🙃

Uhh i dreamed  about person i really  shouldn't dream anymore. It's  annoying i know  it is just dream but  it's  makes me remember him. It's  not like i think about him or something. Thoses times ended  when i thought about him a lot or just few tim

Writing here because can't text to that person. Ehh i still think about you idk sometimes you just pop  to my mind and i can't do anything about it i try but it's still  hard. I know that someday it will get better but  idk for the first time i wante

I feel like i can't do this anymore. I can't  do living  anymore and I'm  not living my life i just survive day by day thinking  when all this will stop.  I'm anxious  about everything. I mean every little not meaningful thing. I'm  tired  from mysel

And after  so much  time. All i can remember mostly is your words "we are nothing". And now i think  how fast people  mind changes.. How fast something becomes nothing.

I'm  not jealous of bestie it's just some many guys want to meet her, they wanna meet up in person , hangout. She says to them that she wants  the same but  after  some time she blocks them because got tired  of them.  And i just thinking  i wanted 

I'm confident that im over you. So much  that some morning i wake up with smile on my face and thanking god that you no longer in my life. Thanks god you left.But then.There are some nights i imagine  what i might do if you came back. If you walked i

After  all this time, i still  think about you. When i now i shouldn't,everything has ended. I know  that you won't come back. i know  i know  that everything has ended  and we will never talk or look at each other like we did before. I know  i have

He texted  me after 2 months.. sent a two videos  with himself and puppy... and just texted I'm  drunk and i thought  you like dogs so.....why do something like this after 2 months.... Argh it's  so annoying I'm  trying  not to think  about it, i kno

Eh, still thinking  about someone i shouldn't  have in mind....

It's  almost two months that we ended it. I ended  it because i was tired  emotionally i couldn't  do it anymore, even i like you so muchi couldn't... i overthinked everything  i was insecure about myself. But the worst part was that i fell for you s