September 22, 2021

I found old screenshot of his text... Wow i had forgotten them and feelings i felt at that moment. Yeah i loved him,but i don't  love him anymore and i don't  want him back.  But i just  want those feelings, idk maybe it's  sounds stupid, but then i felt  so so loved. Even when i was feeling not good enough  he made me feel  so good about myself. Yeah i love myself  and i know  i don't  need someone to love me, to be worth something. But it felt  so good  being loved and loving  someone at much as them. I'm  afraid  that i won't  get this thing second time.  Feeling being  loved.. i so afraid