May 06, 2020

 

It's  almost two months that we ended it. I ended  it because i was tired  emotionally i couldn't  do it anymore, even i like you so muchi couldn't... i overthinked everything  i was insecure about myself. But the worst part was that i fell for you so freaking hard and it sounds  soo stupid  because you are far away   i don't  even know your voice and i still  love you. Its  stupid  isn't  ?  But i can't  do anything after two  months i still  think  about you every day... uhhh it's  annoying that i can't  forget you i just can't  i try my hardest but i can't  i know  i should  but .... when you said that you like other girl i knew i should  end it, yeah i acted that i don't  really care and it's  not big deal but it fucking broke me, i knew that i can't say anything  to you because  i didn't  have the rights..i didn't have rights  to anything  nor to love you, to need you, to miss you. I fallen  for someone  i was just girl he talks when he doesn't  have anything to do... i was so stupid  for thi5 thst we had a chance....

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