January 20, 2022

I knew it wouldn't  worked  out but still it hurt. Idk I'm  not depressed  or literally  heartbroken. I don't  think about him all the time, every little  thing doesn't  remind him. But i can't  find myself  interested in any other guy, yeah i got asked to dates but i don't go. Idk i don't  feel heartbroken but at the same time there is something  missing. Idk he had something  that made me feel safe, that i can talk with him about pretty much everything. But he didn't want to let me in even how much time i gave him, he didn't and maybe because  of the i  don't  feel so sad about it because even  how much i miss it i knew  that i wouldn't work if i was the only one trying.