October 04, 2020

I feel like i can't do this anymore. I can't  do living  anymore and I'm  not living my life i just survive day by day thinking  when all this will stop.  I'm anxious  about everything. I mean every little not meaningful thing. I'm  tired  from myself , and feel  i can't  do fhis anymore i don't  have strength to do it.  I don't  have strength  to study, to talk, to go out, to live. The problems seem so big i can't. Just want to disappear  to leave all the problems. To turn  off my thoughts  because  they destroying me.