Therian Lilith's Dear Diary

My husband wouldn't stop fussing about the shotguns I took to the police station. Every day and night for weeks he was combative. Tonight I couldn't take it anymore. The finger-pointing, tossing furniture around, name calling, and throwing around my

While under spiritual attack, my husband threw out all of my spiritual supplies, making it harder to fight the person spiritually attacking us. He also threw out all of my CDs, DVDs, clothes, and shoes. I called the police. Basically they said someti

I've been looking for a new job for almost a year. I quit my job in March but was looking before then. I've had lots of interviews but still waiting on an offer that will be great. I am too experienced to take just anything. I've done that a million

My husband and I are under spiritual attack. This is not the first time. This has happened quite a bit since we married 12 years ago. I am not used to it. If he would help me cleanse him and protect him, it wouldn't be so bad. If he would wake up and

Dear Diary, I Have That Stupid Fucking Feeling Again. Like I Need To Murder Someone. See Blood Flow. I'm So Sick Of These Bitchy Teachers. Always Bitching About Something. "Freetime" They Promise --- More Like Extra Work Time. Always Making Assumptio

Dear Diary, Haven't Been Here In A While. So, LIGHTNING ROUND!! I Started A New School That's For Mentally Ill People, I Awakened As A Therian, I Found Out I'm Sapiosexual, Fictiosexual And Demisexual, As Well As Bigender. I Started Writing Two Books

Dear Diary, Why, oh why does everyone call me out for the littlest thing? even writing here is a huge pain. Because every two frigging seconds "Oh, that's not schoolwork, so turn it off, it doesn't matter." No, this does matter, because I need a thin

Dear Diary, it's hard to find an online diary when many of them are blocked for being categorized as "forums" or "forums.blog". School security is very strict, and it already blocks many websites through the Lightspeed Filter Agent. On top of that, w

Dear Diary, To be honest I hope you would text me more so I don't have to double text you for you to respond. I know I can be a little much and I always have something going on in my life but its not my fault. I cant blame a certain person idk if I s

Dear God help me make it to the flight

Dear Diary, I know it means he doesn't care for me but sometimes I like to believe he does love me/ care for me but then again I shouldn't seek his approval. I always have hope that someone will see as worth their time and energy. I hope God will for

Dear Diary,I always write about how others feel about me like I'm always the problem? I wonder why i care about how others think of me. But anyways my life been kinda all over the place so many things i have to get done in my life. To be honest i wis

Dear Diary, I haven't really typed in here idk what to say I'm just trying to keep my head together. I have been that productive but I hope I can change that.

I feel the jealously raise off me, and live off the future that we can happen. I like being with you in the present though, you're delightful and you liking me oozes off of you in the dark. We both know it will never go far in the dark.but both of us

Dear Diary, the thing is when I'm high ...I'm so happy so happy to be myself. It werid because I'm not worried about things so much. Even men or peoples opinions. I feel what I think normal people feel,at least i think they do. I miss my old self wis

Dear Diary, the same thing different guy I can't tell if he likes me. Men only like me to be their company. I don't see this as wrong necessarily but it was be nice to know before I catch any feelings. I really do like seeing and sleeping with him. H

Hey its the sad girl again i need some advice. I've been seeing  a guy for a few days (new guy because the last guy broke it off two weeks ago) He seems really nice but I don't know if I like him like he's cute and stuff but he's really chill and I d

Dear Diary, you know when somethings wrong? You still do it even though you know you'll regret it? I wish you were regrettable.

Dear Diary, I wish I had someone to love me for me all of me. That would go out of their way to see me. To embrace me. That looks at me with love and hope. That I can see myself marry them. I wouldn't feel like I have to tell them to be loved a certa

Loving you is like loving the morning air. Fresh, morning air. I smile when I breathe you in that warm familiar smile. But I know you only last for so long.. You're smile isn't the same. I'm feeling a change in the air, a chill up my spine.Until I wa

Why can't I stop thinking about what we could be? Hoping you could save me from my pathetic life. I just want you to hold me love me. Everyday I think about that night and how I thought "he wouldn't like me, nothing is going to happen" " he loves her

Dear Diary,So long story short I'm with my ex friends ex but they were together in high school.. I slept with him do I regret it no.. not at all I didnt expect it to happen either .. it was good like the passion and it was romantic... I didn't want i

Hi umm I feel like I growing a crush on someone but idk if I like them. ... I think I'm just desperate or lonely maybe both. He looks at me like a woman I've never had that but maybe because he hadn't had anyone in a while too. Um maybe I should thin