Almyhappinessisdead's Dear Diary

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April 11, 2022
hi all
Apr 11
March 19, 2022
last night we had a power outage from 200am to 400am
Mar 19
March 17, 2022
hi
Mar 18
March 13, 2022
Dear DiaHELLO Sunday at Tim Hortons field TODAY in myday - March 13, 2022, 3:46 p.m. - | - Public This is happening today its at Tim Hortens footfall field Trafford into a tepary ice rick PC I can see the stadium from my apt at Tim Horten’s field
Mar 13
March 08, 2022
Hello all I'm new as of today
Mar 08
Worked Up.....and Then Relief
I'm surprised I was so worked up today. I jerked off twice yesterday and still was very horny today. The Officer was at work today, but we chatted all throughout the day. He sent me joi stuff and hot captions while I masturbated all day. I wa
Jul 25
July 04, 2023. Status: No Plans
I woke up tired as I expected. Not sleeping in my own bed always has that effect on me. Feel slightly hungover though I only had one beer last night. I'm enjoying the AC at my parents' house; need to get mine fixed sometime. Yay. Sore as hell
Jul 04
My Back
Goddammit I think I hurt my back again. Went harder than I should have in the gym, and right at the end felt something pull. My cousin says it's probably my disc. Doesn't feel serious now but I'm afraid I'll feel it alot tomorrow. I've got ya
Jun 30
For Mr. CEO Busy Man
I haven't been with you in weeks, Mr. CEO Busy Man. I've only been with you twice and haven't stopped thinking about our experiences everyday. I know I'm not in love with you, but am I low-key infatuated? Maybe. You seem to have such a happen
Jun 25
For Chad
After all our chats, though I've never seen you in person, I've grown a bit fond of you. In a way we're still strangers to each other though we've had deep and intimate talks, but I do care for you in a way. I often fantasize about you spendi
Jun 23
Very Horny Right Now
Drinking wine right now, drunk and I wish I could be with someone to satisfy our needs. I want to kiss you deeply. I want to run my fingers through the hair on your chest. I want to grip your muscular buttocks. I want to get on my knees and t
Jun 20
June 16, 2023
Why won't you have sex with me anymore? We don't fight. You're not angry or upset with me. We have zero issues between us. So, why? It upsets me SO MUCH. It makes me feel like less of a man. We used to always fulfill each other's needs happil
Jun 16
Subject: The Cowardly Poet
The Cowardly Poet never writes poetry. The Cowardly Poet only daydreams his poems, which is the ultimate masturbation. The Cowardly Poet won't dare tell someone he likes poetry, and thinks that this a virtue. The Cowardly Poet reads great
Jun 15
June 12, 2022 Sct.Andrew
Dear Diary, To be honest I hope you would text me more so I don't have to double text you for you to respond. I know I can be a little much and I always have something going on in my life but its not my fault. I cant blame a certain person idk if I s
Jun 13
May 23, 2022
Dear God help me make it to the flight
May 23
May 21, 2022
Dear Diary, I know it means he doesn't care for me but sometimes I like to believe he does love me/ care for me but then again I shouldn't seek his approval. I always have hope that someone will see as worth their time and energy. I hope God will for
May 21
May 13, 2022
Dear Diary,I always write about how others feel about me like I'm always the problem? I wonder why i care about how others think of me. But anyways my life been kinda all over the place so many things i have to get done in my life. To be honest i wis
May 14
May 02, 2022
Dear Diary, I haven't really typed in here idk what to say I'm just trying to keep my head together. I have been that productive but I hope I can change that.
May 02
April 09, 2022 Toxic love
I feel the jealously raise off me, and live off the future that we can happen. I like being with you in the present though, you're delightful and you liking me oozes off of you in the dark. We both know it will never go far in the dark.but both of us
Apr 09
March 18, 2022
Dear Diary, the thing is when I'm high ...I'm so happy so happy to be myself. It werid because I'm not worried about things so much. Even men or peoples opinions. I feel what I think normal people feel,at least i think they do. I miss my old self wis
Mar 19
March 02, 2022
Dear Diary, the same thing different guy I can't tell if he likes me. Men only like me to be their company. I don't see this as wrong necessarily but it was be nice to know before I catch any feelings. I really do like seeing and sleeping with him. H
Mar 03
February 24, 2022
Hey its the sad girl again i need some advice. I've been seeing  a guy for a few days (new guy because the last guy broke it off two weeks ago) He seems really nice but I don't know if I like him like he's cute and stuff but he's really chill and I d
Feb 24
February 21, 2022 Never lover
Dear Diary, you know when somethings wrong? You still do it even though you know you'll regret it? I wish you were regrettable.
Feb 21
January 26, 2022
Dear Diary, I wish I had someone to love me for me all of me. That would go out of their way to see me. To embrace me. That looks at me with love and hope. That I can see myself marry them. I wouldn't feel like I have to tell them to be loved a certa
Jan 27
Stranger in my bed
Loving you is like loving the morning air. Fresh, morning air. I smile when I breathe you in that warm familiar smile. But I know you only last for so long.. You're smile isn't the same. I'm feeling a change in the air, a chill up my spine.Until I wa
Jan 09
January 07, 2022 Niki *A promise*
Why can't I stop thinking about what we could be? Hoping you could save me from my pathetic life. I just want you to hold me love me. Everyday I think about that night and how I thought "he wouldn't like me, nothing is going to happen" " he loves her
Jan 08
Lust?
Dear Diary,So long story short I'm with my ex friends ex but they were together in high school.. I slept with him do I regret it no.. not at all I didnt expect it to happen either .. it was good like the passion and it was romantic... I didn't want i
Jan 04
December 23, 2021
Hi umm I feel like I growing a crush on someone but idk if I like them. ... I think I'm just desperate or lonely maybe both. He looks at me like a woman I've never had that but maybe because he hadn't had anyone in a while too. Um maybe I should thin
Dec 23