December 23, 2021

Hi umm I feel like I growing a crush on someone but idk if I like them. ... I think I'm just desperate or lonely maybe both. He looks at me like a woman I've never had that but maybe because he hadn't had anyone in a while too. Um maybe I should think about it because hormones 🤔.... yeah he doesn't seem like he would be a person to take care of me like equally.  I mean I know so many people that have a one sided relationship the women literally take care of everything like my sister 🙃.  It's like her husband does the bare minimum like watchs the kids for an hour that's basically it he may buy her stuff but I don't want that. I want to be equal and equally in love plus I don't want kids I've never thought about having any.. But yeah I don't think he'll make a move he asked my sister about me but that's just wrong 😕 I'm not cattle you don't need her permission to have me why don't you talk to me. Plus he says the n word like wtf 🙄 😒  now that I think about it yip no he's not for meeee