Lust?

Dear Diary,So long story short I'm with my ex friends ex but they were together in high school.. I slept with him do I regret it no.. not at all I didnt expect it to happen either .. it was good like the passion and it was romantic... I didn't want it to end and after we were done he held me I've never been held like that .. tbh I didn't think I could enjoy s*x because my last relationship was so one sided like I didn't enjoy it at all even tho we tried a few times. But anyways I'm like attached to him like I want to know everything about him. I want to be with him but I feel like he doesn't feel the same but idk. We aren't labeled because we both have records of not being good at relationships.. but all I think about is him and I wanna be around him and I like the way he looks at me. I've known him for like 3 years now (5 months of being friends)idk I just want him to ever leave 😔..