Chinu's Dear Diary

I don't want to be near love, I hate it, so much. It took everything away from me, my dreams- shattered like they were meant to be, as if I'm not even alloweded to dream. Every dream crushed under that stupid thing called love. I hate it, as muc

Dear Diary, I'll be taking a break from this, and ditch all my feelings, because focusing on this examination is more important rather than overthinking shit. So maybe I'll be back after March. Hopefully everything goes well. I'll tell after examin

Dear Diary, 2024 treated me so good expect few months of fall, and December has given me so many laughters finally, I have been enjoying life for a month now, hopefully 2025 will treat me right, and help me achieve what I'm working for. Although now

Dear Diary, I have more reasons to be sad than being happy, and many more reasons to die then to live, although you must have known why I started writing, because I have no one to tell my miseries, that I'm really guilty of the mistakes I've done t

It's really complicated, like how people behave so well with you till the time you're helping them or doing there work, and the moment you say to something.... Boom you're a bad person, they will make you feel like a shit, curse you, abuse you and wh

Don't know why I feel like crying more and more, feeling guilty for the things I haven't done, it's festival season, they bring joy and new feelings, blessings but for me they always have been a headache, I always have to lookout for not facing a fam

Dear Diary, I going to rant about my dad's side relatives, because they really sucks, and living in a big Indian family is already so traumatic, don't ask for toxic people I've to face each day. Like really, although I don't really meet with my mom

Dear Diary, It's his birthday.  I wish, I can tell him this. Sometimes I often wonder if he even think about me or not.  Or maybe he has moved on in life. I hope that the coming years are the best years of his life. I know I sound like a lovesi

Dear Diary, I did pretty well till afternoon, woke up at time, did cardio for 25 min. and 30 min. workout (although it was suppose to be completed in 15 min 🥺). And one more thing to today I had to take stairs both time, because of the stupid rain

Dear Diary, I did pretty well today, my to do list is fully ticked. Although, I can only do cardio for 10 mins and workout for 15 minutes 🥲. But I'll make sure to increase the time with time. I studied pretty well. Completed my notes and learnt fe

Dear Dairy, I know I promised to be more productive but suddenly mom's health detroit and I've to look up the house from breakfast to dinner although, I studied for 5 hours but, I couldn't go to the gym.  But as we all know a little progress is bet

Dear Diary, I'm lacking off from my studies and I really think that I need to built a good schedule for my upcoming exam. Hopefully I will score good and will go in my dream university. So, from tomorrow let's start a reschedule life. It'll be hard

Dear Diary, I wish, I could have told him these things today. But now that we are not together, I will have to console my heart by telling you everything. I still love him, he put my heart at ease. He quietly listen to all my banters and indecisive