Chinu's Dear Diary

Index
December 04, 2024
Dear Diary, I have more reasons to be sad than being happy, and many more reasons to die then to live, although you must have known why I started writing, because I have no one to tell my miseries, that I'm really guilty of the mistakes I've done t
Dec 04
November 14, 2024
It's really complicated, like how people behave so well with you till the time you're helping them or doing there work, and the moment you say to something.... Boom you're a bad person, they will make you feel like a shit, curse you, abuse you and wh
Nov 14
October 30, 2024
Don't know why I feel like crying more and more, feeling guilty for the things I haven't done, it's festival season, they bring joy and new feelings, blessings but for me they always have been a headache, I always have to lookout for not facing a fam
Oct 30
October 04, 2024
Dear Diary, I going to rant about my dad's side relatives, because they really sucks, and living in a big Indian family is already so traumatic, don't ask for toxic people I've to face each day. Like really, although I don't really meet with my mom
Oct 03
September 20, 2024
Dear Diary, It's his birthday.  I wish, I can tell him this. Sometimes I often wonder if he even think about me or not.  Or maybe he has moved on in life. I hope that the coming years are the best years of his life. I know I sound like a lovesi
Sep 20
August 24, 2024
Dear Diary, I did pretty well till afternoon, woke up at time, did cardio for 25 min. and 30 min. workout (although it was suppose to be completed in 15 min 🥺). And one more thing to today I had to take stairs both time, because of the stupid rain
Aug 24
August 23, 2024
Dear Diary, I did pretty well today, my to do list is fully ticked. Although, I can only do cardio for 10 mins and workout for 15 minutes 🥲. But I'll make sure to increase the time with time. I studied pretty well. Completed my notes and learnt fe
Aug 23
August 22, 2024
Dear Dairy, I know I promised to be more productive but suddenly mom's health detroit and I've to look up the house from breakfast to dinner although, I studied for 5 hours but, I couldn't go to the gym.  But as we all know a little progress is bet
Aug 22
August 21, 2024
Dear Diary, I'm lacking off from my studies and I really think that I need to built a good schedule for my upcoming exam. Hopefully I will score good and will go in my dream university. So, from tomorrow let's start a reschedule life. It'll be hard
Aug 21
August 20, 2024
Dear Diary, I wish, I could have told him these things today. But now that we are not together, I will have to console my heart by telling you everything. I still love him, he put my heart at ease. He quietly listen to all my banters and indecisive
Aug 19