Dear Diary,
I'll be taking a break from this, and ditch all my feelings, because focusing on this examination is more important rather than overthinking shit. So maybe I'll be back after March. Hopefully everything goes well. I'll tell after examination. Till then no feelings and no emotions. Studying is the only thing to do.
Bye.
PS. All the best for this exam, I know you will do great. I wish you all the luck. Go for it.