November 14, 2024
It's really complicated, like how people behave so well with you till the time you're helping them or doing there work, and the moment you say to something.... Boom you're a bad person, they will make you feel like a shit, curse you, abuse you and what not.
Well not an outsider, I face this with my own family, I wanted to focus more on my studies as the entrance exam for the college will be up soon, I took a break from household chores, and instantly I became a bad person, I need energy to sit on the same chair for almost 4-6 hours, and if I do the house chores, brooming, dusting and mopping the floors, my body will not allow me to do so.
And not only her, actually there are very few like I can count on my fingers, who didn't make me feel like a use and throw tissue paper. People want something, they get, and when they don't need, they don't care, and when you say no, you automatically become bad.
The thing is you won't feel bad if someone is an outsider, but it really hurts to see your people behaving like this with you.
This world is so complicated that I can't even breath freely, I know it's really a bad thing to suicide,but sometimes it feels like taking my life would be better, than living in a hell everyday. But I don't why and on which hope I'm living, that one day I'll be out of all this shit, and will never come back.
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