December 04, 2024

Dear Diary,

I have more reasons to be sad than being happy, and many more reasons to die then to live, although you must have known why I started writing, because I have no one to tell my miseries, that I'm really guilty of the mistakes I've done till now, the people I have hurt unintentionally. The reason why I thought I shouldn't tell anyone because they might see my flaws and scares from the past, that I'm hiding beneath. I've never been a good daughter, I wish my parents would have had someone better than me, not a crybaby like me, who believe everyones words without thinking twice, and cry like crazy everytime, I always try my best to stop these stupid tears, but I don't know how they come at any moment, special when I wish not to cry, they always say "Cry, and all your problems will be solved, Cry and we won't be saying anything to you". I know this is bad, but I don't know how to stop these fucking tears. 

Ps: Open to comments relating how to not cry.