Can love be unreachable to me...

I don't want to be near love, I hate it, so much. It took everything away from me, my dreams- shattered like they were meant to be, as if I'm not even alloweded to dream.

Every dream crushed under that stupid thing called love. I hate it, as much as I hate my existence in this world.

Can love be far away from me, till I die. I don't want to fall in that stupid trap again. Thinking that the people around me love me.

Stupid isn't it, knowing they don't love you like you do, but still you choose to be better. Just for the sake, that you won't be able to see yourself in the mirror. Just because your morals stay stronger, than a few minutes of anger. You let them treat you however they want.