Dear Diary,
I wish, I could have told him these things today. But now that we are not together, I will have to console my heart by telling you everything. I still love him, he put my heart at ease. He quietly listen to all my banters and indecisive thoughts. Had answer of all my questions. Although, I was the one to initiate this breakup. But what else could I have done knowing that I'm not the best for him.
Being true to myself I know one thing that I never ever loved someone else more than him and never will. I even putted my career at risk to make sure he's safe. He too shaken up my whole social circle just to know I'm safe and doing good. But not being together is the best option I could think of to make sure he's safe and progressing in life.
I'll try my best to make sure, us having a future together.