Carol's Dear Diary

Dear JK,              You always end up hurting me. Unintentionally I know but you do, you do hurt me very often. You hurt me today too it's hard to explain this feeling, but it's burdening and it feels like being crushed by a mountain. Sometimes I

Dear JK,             I can't sleep again, today when I came back home from this fashion show I was really tired but the moment I hit the bed it was all gone. And now I am just praying to God to give me some sleep. And then you came to my mind like

Dear JK,              There's so much Insanity in this world and it's pitiful, you and I are insane alike. But we would be deemed less insane more normal in the eyes of the society, because we both wear a mask and our insanities are like a ghost liv

Dear JK,             The world is two-faced and so are you. Time is ticking for both of us, the difference is that you can't wait for it to pass and I wish it freezes tonight. ~yj

Dear JK,             I have stopped liking birthdays a long time ago. Today was no different, yet another birthday went in tears. I am a fool you know thinking every year that this one will be different and yet they are all the same.  And so I wish

Dear JK,             I often wonder what are we, I have always asked this question to myself. But now more than ever. Sometimes I think that you are the better version of me, one that I will never get to be. It's because we are so similar so damn s

Dear jk,             Who am I? Am I still that little golden child? The star of everyone's eyes? I know I am not. I bought this upon myself. I wish I could go back to being the golden child, the same child that gave me trauma, the same child who set

Dear jk,             You would never know the feeling of being struck from all the sides. It's like floating on a piece of wood in the ocean during a storm. I don't know how to swim no one ever taught me how to. So now that I am stranded in the ocea

Dear jk,             What is wrong with me?

Dear JK,             It's supposedly my big day tomorrow. Well it kinda is but my guilty conscience won't allow me to be excited or Happy. I wish I have fun tomorrow I really wanna have fun.  I wanna be happy for sometime and forget about all the w

Dear JK,                 It's one of those nights where I can't sleep. I don't know why though I mean sure there are so much on my mind lately but sleeping at night has never been a problem for me. It's just that some nights are harder than others.

Dear JK,                 I am scared, I am so fucking scared and I am not doing well. I just want to tell everyone that I am not perfect like they think I am. And I want a break, a long one because I don't know what to do anymore I am so scar

Dear JK,           End of another year. And I survived this one too like I always do. As the time goes by I am starting to feel numb I am starting to care less about things and yet deep down all of them leave a scar. This year was also horrible espec

Dear JK,                 I feel so many things at once that when I try to write them down I start to have no words to describe  them so most of the time I don't.  Like right now I have so much to say and yet I can't say a word. Funny,right? I wish

Dearest JK,              Happy belated birthday. I remember you once said to me that you don't think of your birthday as a special day you just see at as day when you were born at that time I thought how dare you take something  for so granted. You a