Carol's Dear Diary

Dear JK,                 I am scared, I am so fucking scared and I am not doing well. I just want to tell everyone that I am not perfect like they think I am. And I want a break, a long one because I don't know what to do anymore I am so scar

Dear JK,           End of another year. And I survived this one too like I always do. As the time goes by I am starting to feel numb I am starting to care less about things and yet deep down all of them leave a scar. This year was also horrible espec

Dear JK,                 I feel so many things at once that when I try to write them down I start to have no words to describe  them so most of the time I don't.  Like right now I have so much to say and yet I can't say a word. Funny,right? I wish

Dearest JK,              Happy belated birthday. I remember you once said to me that you don't think of your birthday as a special day you just see at as day when you were born at that time I thought how dare you take something  for so granted. You a

Dear JK,                I often wonder what hell is, is it the place I am living in or someplace worse. Is it the place I am dreaming of or the place I am destined to be at. Whatever it is I hope it's not where I am right now. I think often that thi

Dear JK,         I met my friend after almost a year and a half today. They've changed so much. They are still good people it's just when I met them today I found it hard to confide in them. It felt so different. I should be happier, lighter after m

Dear JK,                Sylvia plath once said that life is like a fig tree. Each fig is a life that could be lived, each fig is different possibility and how she just sits by the tree and watches these figs rot because she couldn't decide which one

Dear JK,            There are times like this when I wonder if this is how I will live for the rest of my life, if this is my fate. Living like a dead.  I just want someone to understand me. Is it too much to ask jk? I am sick of being programmed

My dearest Jk,                    So much has happened in the past couple of months, I got the taste of failure for the  first time and it felt like someone has peeled off my skin and was drilling in my bones. It was heart wrenching. But you never h

Dear JK,              I wish being positive wasn't so hard. I am starting to believe that manifestation do works though I have never really tried it myself but I am planning to. But the thing is that you have to be in a very positive mindset to actu

Dear JK, I saw your picture today, not sure if it's old or new but I can tell that it is you. Even though your face was covered I could recognise you, from your eyes. We've got the same eyes you know, big and round just how you like it. I don't know

Dearest JK 2023 was your year but it certainly wasn't mine it was heart wrenching for me. Probably the worst year of my life. It was like a bumpy ride, which was so bumpy that it left me with wounds, wounds so deep that's still bleeding. One of the

Dear JK, Merry Christmas Jk. It'd be your first Christmas without your family and friends. Well I go through that every year. You know in which way I am talking about. I didn't do anything today. And it felt good doing nothing. But still at the bac

Dear Jk, Everything hurts. How to stop it? Help me Jk. –YJ

Dear JK, You have changed so much Or maybe you haven't, maybe I was the one who never saw the real you but whatever it is, your new self makes me hate you even more than I already did. Do you hate me too? –YJ