26th January 2025

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Dear JK,

                It's one of those nights where I can't sleep. I don't know why though I mean sure there are so much on my mind lately but sleeping at night has never been a problem for me. It's just that some nights are harder than others. But it's comforting in a way to be the only one awake when everyone else in the house is sleeping.

I wanna sleep though. I really wanna wake up early tomorrow. Try to get my life a bit on track. I have been miserable at it lately.

These days I find myself Wondering bout how you may be? I heard you were sick or something. Cold got you? It's funny how you always talks about not getting sick and to take care but then it's so obvious that you don't care whatsoever. I wish you could just drop the act. But then again I am no different than you I would be the same if I was in your place maybe worse. 

Giving false hope to others is kind of our thing. 

I just hate how similar we are but yet so different .




I wish we weren't though. I wish we were like polar opposites and I couldn't stand you. But it's literally quite the opposite. As much as I hate to say this I can very well stand you 








~YJ

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CarolJan 30, 2025

Thanks for your words. I do think everything will get better with time

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ink_heartJan 28, 2025

You may not feel it right now, but the fact that you're even thinking about getting your life back on track shows so much strength. Wanting change, wanting to be better, is the first step—sometimes it takes time to catch up to those thoughts, but you're already on the path. No one expects perfection overnight.

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