Dear jk,
You would never know the feeling of being struck from all the sides. It's like floating on a piece of wood in the ocean during a storm. I don't know how to swim no one ever taught me how to. So now that I am stranded in the ocean all I wish for is to drown and yet this one piece of wood is keeping me afloat I wish it wasn't here though, the piece of wood. It wouldn't let me drown and I know that I can't get rid of it.
You will never know this feeling jk . Your world is like a pond of lotuses while mine is like the dirt it grows in, so close yet so far apart. I am really exhausted you know. I just want to cry and sleep but I cant, I just can't
I wish I was you :):