January 30, 2025

Dear JK,

            It's supposedly my big day tomorrow. Well it kinda is but my guilty conscience won't allow me to be excited or Happy. I wish I have fun tomorrow I really wanna have fun. 

I wanna be happy for sometime and forget about all the worries for a couple of hours. I wish tommorow is a day that I would look back at in future and smile.

And I am so glad you are not here for my big day. For once I could have something of my own. Something where you don't matter.

P.s- I can't sleep again

~YJ