WILLOW's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, not really sure if anyone knows Joanna Borns’ stranger’s diary videos on YouTube.  Her videos are fun and very interesting to me.  That’s why I am open my most of my diary entries here…(because no one can know who I actually am )

Dear Diary, I used to make daily diary comic strips for my instagram. I even made several mini comic zines.  It was fun and I liked that I have that kind of hobby.  But I haven’t done anything arty this year which is ending.  I have the f

Dear Diary, I like to watch YouTube videos which introduces how to use notebook or these kind of self help contents.  These are sometimes about achieving goals.  But I usually don’t have goal because I don’t have business that I do by my own

Dear Diary, Today was a rather unsettling day. Even though I'm on a month of leave, I had a dream about making an order mistake at work, which has me feeling unsettled. I was surrounded by my colleagues who were waiting for the product. I partially o

Dear Diary, so the other day my body therapist who has CBT knowledge told me to score my energy level… I try it with my own easier way because it’s better than nothing right? I separate mood energy and “physical” energy which can be part of my mood. 

Dear Diary, today I couldn’t wake up till almost 11 am but still okay… I say it’s okay… Because overall, I was out of my bed for hours. I was able to stay our living room and have chat with my family… I went to walk in the evening… Get some ab

Dear Diary, I went to the body therapy session today. It was my 3rd time. I can’t describe it well but the therapist does mixture of psychic healing - which I am not sure if it’s that thing - and traditional eastern style chiropractic??? And also

Dear Diary, So the other day I went to the endocrinologist to get the blood test results. I was thinking if he said everything seems fine all the problem I’ve been struggling is just all in my head and not real.  But it turned out my energy level

Dear Diary, I received the jade ring today.  The size is perfect and color is the same as the picture. I really like it :D Can’t tell if it’s real jade or not but it looks pretty.  The shop accepts changing items in case of any issue like

Dear Diary, I just ordered a jade ring on Amazon… It’s past midnight could be a bad idea but who knows.  I’ve been thinking about a solid jade (I mean not beads jade) accessory. I don’t know why… I think it’s cool and would make me feel good t

Dear Diary, so I decided to take a month of leave from work.  I’ve been struggling with fatigue… at least since last year. I’ve been thinking it’s just fatigue everyone else struggles and I need to fake it out it’s nothing like everyone else does

Dear Diary, I’m currently struggling with life. I haven’t been able to go to work as I should as full time worker at all.  I made reservations for some doctors’ appointments like 4 or 5 of them.  On the other hand I feel like it’s all in my m

Dear Diary, Again I am back to this app and it’s really nice to see the usernames I know. It’s like too see old friends…  I am back here because I like this app. I am wondering how’s the creator doing. That person was writing in this app too

Dear Diary, it’s been a while since last time I come back here.  It’s nice to see the same old usernames.  Can’t believe it’s the first 2025 post. It’s already June.  Today I attended my grandpa’s funeral. My grandma also had passed away sev

Dear Diary, If I could serve a cup of non caffeine tea for you  We drink tea together  Might do whimsical crochet together  Till we get sleepy  Find some peace in our minds  Sometimes we need a night that waits for us to say