WILLOW's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, If I could serve a cup of non caffeine tea for you  We drink tea together  Might do whimsical crochet together  Till we get sleepy  Find some peace in our minds  Sometimes we need a night that waits for us to say

Dear Diary, today I received an email from this app which I set up to show my #491 entry one year ago.  I was like kinda wanting to change my job or something. But now I am trying to stick to what I have now. Currently I am not tough enough to fu

Dear Diary, Hi September  I have realized that I am feeling numb for months and months.  I don’t feel joy. I forgot what I like to do. Just sleep while playing podcasts. That podcasts…I used to like them a lot but now o am rea

Dear Diary,  Today I listened to the music. I pay for Spotify but haven’t used much these days.  I choose the genre I liked a lot. It used to make me feel better anytime I listened to.  But today it doesn’t have that kind of magic.  I tried di

Dear Diary, I feel like I am actually empty. I don’t really remember my childhood or high school days. I’ve been hoped people I was friends with contact me after graduation but it’s always me to send them texts. And they seem like they are not intere

Dear Diary, It’s been a while.  Last time I came here to write was last February.  I see some recognizable usernames. And I see cool new features.  Lately I think I’m struggling with my motivation towards my work to be honest.  I’ve been

Dear Diary, I bought a tiny notebook (EDiT B7) to do a love journal…inspired by a YouTube video by Parknotes. The tininess of the notebook implies the hesitation in myself. I really like them but I still don’t know what exactly supposed to be fal

Dear Diary, finally it’s weekend😭😭😭

Dear Diary, I skipped my antidepressants last night to try if I am okay without them. I am not prescribed many doses. It’s just enough amount to prevent seasonal depression. (My psychiatrist told me I might have a similar symptom to bipolar disorder

Dear Diary, I finally ate same things my family ate for dinner!

Dear Diary, I keep eating porridge everyday still. When can I go back to normal meals?

Dear Diary, I’m still sick in bed. My doctor said I still should not eat normally. It’s been since Dec. 31. I’m wondering if I am still okay without any protein or any sources of vitamins. I am getting weak but I feel like I cannot keep using my paye

Dear Diary, Tamisha..? Who’s she? The name came up in my mind…

Dear Diary, I still have stomach issues… the new year so far has been fighting with bad diarrhea… Literally..”Oh shit” I’ve never experienced any cases this bad.  Help me I haven’t been able to eat.

Dear Diary, I got fever 🤒 on New Year’s Eve!  But this year has been good. Very good.  I found a reliable psychiatrist and my estrogen pills works well I guess?? Didn’t have long term struggles of seasonal depression this year.  I got a ful