Dear Diary,
It’s been a while.
Last time I came here to write was last February.
I see some recognizable usernames.
And I see cool new features.
Lately I think I’m struggling with my motivation towards my work to be honest.
I’ve been feeling under weather like months. I went to see some doctors. 3 kinds of doctors. Even did gastroscope. Nothing wrong.
I definitely felt that dizziness over weeks and I definitely feel the nauseousness. I definitely feel the fatigue.. what are these..
I took sick off today and last Friday. Even though I am work from home.
The doctors are like you are nothing wrong. But then what’s this..? Lack of motivation?
Then why did I have to lie down for all day yesterday (it was Sunday)
On Saturday I went to see two doctors.
Tried to think of what I want to do but nothing came up.
Feel like a broken house.
I know I am lucky tho. I’m very lucky.
How can I change this..