Ayy's Dear Diary

Hidup kalau asyik nak mencari salah org rather than appreciating what they did, baik pegi mampos. Dahla bagi serabot otak org, pastu nk condemn bagai. I don't care kalau you're older than me.  Respect work both ways. Dahla sruh buat mcm2 pastu nak ma

Dear Diary, Just woke up today and fate choose to mess up with me. Like usually in the morning, when I wake up, I will be very grumpy. And I don't like to have a conversation right away too. My mom just came to my room and order me t

Dear Diary, I feel good but in the same time, everything is just numb.  Sometimes I just feel like it's better dying but I wanna live too. I just hate the fact that I'm here. Another tea for today, I just delete my close friend's

Dear Diary, Hi, it's me again. Nothing particular happen again. Just a little bit argument with my mom. Nothing new. I'm good for now but also feel a little bit sad too. Normal mood swing I guess. I miss my cats so much. But because we h

Dear Diary, My dad asked me today why I won't smile more? But it's not like I can just smile all the time when I don't actually mean it, right? My relationship with my parents is not bad but it's not good either. I love them for sure

Dear Diary, Did it make sense if I feel happy and sad at the same time? To be honest, I knew how I look is not the best.  And yeah,  I may not know how to do my make-up or have the nicest figure but can I still count myself worthy?

Dear Diary, I knew it's been really hard. I just want you to help me to bear with it. I'm tired but I want you to help me too. I'm really sad with everything. I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. Am I just simply losing my mind? Every