July 24, 2021

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Dear Diary,

I knew it's been really hard. I just want you to help me to bear with it.

I'm tired but I want you to help me too. I'm really sad with everything. I don't know what's wrong with me anymore.

Am I just simply losing my mind? Everything is just a mess now. I don't know how to be happy like before anymore.

Even my mom, my family keep on body shaming me. I tried so hard to love myself. When I try to accept my life, they push me hard to the ground. I don't know how much longer I can stand.

I'm a crybaby, I knew that.

But there are literally no one that I can tell my problem to.

I love myself but don't say bad things too often to me. I'm not strong enough to deal with it.

Help me. If you can't say anything nice, just leave me alone. I'm good by myself.

I love how I smile or how I look right now. You don't have to say anything. I miss me.

It's just mind blowing when I looked back at my old photos. How much I smile back then. How genuine they are.

You don't love me? It simply fine.

I love me.

That's enough.

Just don't hurt me with your words.

Ayy✓

Jul 24, 2021 · 32 views

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gJul 24, 2021

Being a crybaby is okay, I am one too.Being able to store & express emotions are what makes us human.If you ever feel slightly disheartened by your self-image,before working on it,you should question yourself "Who am I trying to please" "What benefit does that give me" If you're trying to please others honey,there will always be people who'll shame you no matter what & try to find tiniest flaws in you.So if you wanna improve your health darling,you have to put small efforts everyday.Other than that,always remember you are a beautiful being.You deserve to be here 🌾

SzonuJul 24, 2021

You will always be loved, because you deserve it

anessia_spillsJul 24, 2021

Why do you think we dont love you?. You are beautiful and pretty enough to be you, just know that. You dont have to fit into the criteria of someone else. You look beautiful, and being you makes you beautiful. Sending you lots of love. Make sure you write a lot here!