S. 's Dear Diary

May 17, 2024
Dear Diary, I’m so in love with her. Completely and utterly. How can that even be? I don’t even really know her. I want her. I’m constantly thinking about her. The way her fingers run through her hair. The way she laughs in my ear. How she says my
May 18
May 14, 2024
Dear Diary, Today I feel utterly lonely. And scared. I’m gonna have to move out my home sometimes next year and idk where to go. I have no where to go. I can’t afford rent on my salary and I’m scared. I’ve never had to be on my own before. Fend for
May 15
April 30, 2024
Dear Diary, It’s been a while. New development, I like a girl 🫢. Anyway, went to a Caribbean island on vacation and met this girl. I was immediately drawn to her and idk why. That same day we exchanged socials and she invite my friend and I out th
May 01
September 20, 2023
Dear Diary, All I want is a friend to hang with. Preferably a woman. My best friend migrated and I’d finally found such an amazing group of women, but they betrayed me, along with my bf. So not only am I single, but I’ve also lost my friends. I jus
Sep 21
January 16, 2023
Dear Diary, Men are just so fucking disappointing. Like even when they’re amazing, they’re disappointing. My bf is this amazing guy like truly amazing but there are times when I’m reminded of the fact that he’s 4 years younger than me. And who know
Jan 16
July 24, 2022
Dear Diary, I’m fed up of everyone in my house.  That’s all.
Jul 24
March 26, 2022
Dear Diary,                      Last night with Y was amazing. We ended up going my friend’s bday party and even though it took me hours to get dressed cuz the zipper in my dress was stuck and we were only out for like two hours, I still had an ama
Mar 27
March 02, 2022
Dear Diary,                      Ok so I’m gonna track how things go between Y and myself. As of today, we’re at a place where we call each other baby and baby, we spend nights by each other. We’ve gone on the most magical dinner date Saturday gone
Mar 02
March 02, 2022
Dear Diary,                           So I started seeing one of my friends that I’ve known since I was 17. Things seem to be progressing well, but don’t want to get my hopes up. We’ve always had a flirtationship going on since forever, almost had s
Mar 02
December 25, 2021
Dear Diary, Spending Christmas alone…fun.
Dec 25
December 12, 2021
Dear Diary, The feeling is back again. This feeling of loneliness. The feeling of fear. Fear of never finding him again. I miss him…whoever he is. So much. I miss his hugs and his cuddles. I miss his scent and the way he’d get dressed in the mornin
Dec 13
August 04, 2021
Dear Diary, at this point I must be bipolar or something. Yesterday I was over the moon and today I just feel so depressed. I hate not knowing where I stand with Stef. Idk if he just wants to hook up or if he’s seriously interested in me. It’s frustr
Aug 05
August 02, 2021
Dear Diary,                      Last night Stef came over and just wow, I didn’t realize how much I like him….and the sex. I just love spending time with him. We cuddled and watched a movie, well most of the movie lol but it was amazing. Tbh I don
Aug 02
July 14, 2021
Dear Diary, I want love. I miss giving love. I miss being loved. I miss the intensity of it all. The sex is meaningless after a while. A couple days ago I was on top on the world…and on top of this man’s dick lol, but it’s not enough. Why do I k
Jul 15
July 10, 2021
Dear Diary, I had the most amazing night on Tuesday. So I’ve been dating this new guy, lovely. MY GOD THE SEX THOUGH! We did anal for the first time and wow 🤩. We were parked up in his van, I had weed in me so I was super horny but it was the most
Jul 11