Dear Diary,
It’s been a while. New development, I like a girl 🫢. Anyway, went to a Caribbean island on vacation and met this girl. I was immediately drawn to her and idk why. That same day we exchanged socials and she invite my friend and I out the following day. We met up with her the next night at a bar but after greeting me and introducing me to everyone she didn’t speak to me.
She said bye later on and thanked me for coming. Little did I know, she was leaving the country the day after. I was saddened. She msged me on ig and we’ve been talking ever since. Tbh I have a lot of feelings for her and idk why. Maybe it’s because she’s the first woman I’ve ever liked like this and flirted with idk but I’m obsessed and idk what to do. She pining over her ex girlfriend and I’ve basically been friendzoned but she talked to me every single day all day once she’s free, even when she’s busy. Idk if she’s using me for attention, she says she’s not but she knows I like her. I can see us being together and in a long term relationship even though it’ll be long distance but I also think she has a lot of issues she has to deal with. Idk I just really wanna be with her.