Dear Diary,
Last night Stef came over and just wow, I didn’t realize how much I like him….and the sex. I just love spending time with him. We cuddled and watched a movie, well most of the movie lol but it was amazing. Tbh I don’t even know what to say here, all I know is how good I feel today. How alive I feel and how much I want him to be mine, but that’s something I’ve always had trouble doing, actually locking a guy down to be my boyfriend. Idk if it’s me, I’ve been told I’m too harsh with men, maybe that’s it but I’m trying to open up with him and show my softer side. Anyway that’s where I’m at rn.