Dear Diary,
Men are just so fucking disappointing. Like even when they’re amazing, they’re disappointing. My bf is this amazing guy like truly amazing but there are times when I’m reminded of the fact that he’s 4 years younger than me. And who knows, maybe it has nothing to do with his age, but he’s so obsessed with his fucking dick it annoys the shit out of me. Like it honestly turns me off so much. I’ve been on my period for the past week and I still have engaged in sexual activities with him and today we came home for lunch and he knew I was in some pain. He usually picks me up from work everyday so today I realized I didn’t hear from him, msging him, no reply. I check FB, and I realize he’s online so I called him. He’s like he’s coming just now, he wanna finish jocking 😐 so I had to Uber home 🙃 AND I HAD TO POOP. Like I don’t want him to feel ashamed of his sex drive, but tbh it just feels like he just wants to break all the time. Everything else with us is fine and this is the first time he’s done something like this but it just feels like as women we can’t find true happiness with men.