Dear Diary,
Last night with Y was amazing. We ended up going my friend’s bday party and even though it took me hours to get dressed cuz the zipper in my dress was stuck and we were only out for like two hours, I still had an amazing night with him. Just being in his presence gives me a sense of ease now. Things were rocky at the beginning. A lot of my old toxic ways started coming out because I was afraid I’d get hurt. But I’m not afraid anymore tbh. Ok lies, I’m still afraid, but I get a good feeling with him. We’ve grown a lot closer and he even invited me to go to the water park with him and his friends.
Is this what dating is? I haven’t dated someone in forever. I can’t stop thinking about him. Last night was like a weird funny rom com. We went to two other bars after the party but just ended up coming home to chill with each other.
This morning when I woke up he’s like “finally, I was bored while you were asleep”. Idk why but something about the way he looked at me while he said it gave me goosebumps. Then we made breakfast and watched Vampire Diaries together. I’ve never been with someone that is excited to start a series with me.
Anyway, I think that’s all for tonight. I will try and update you daily because I wanna make sure and record this love story, no matter if it ends in tragedy, I don’t wanna forget this.