Same_blues's Dear Diary

We are sad everytime because we think we are the victim. So, everyone victimizes themselves at some point. Does that mean everyone is so so bad to each other that everyone is a victim?

Dear Diary, It's all back. I just didn't do things when I was supposed to. When it was all perfect. I tried. But i didn't do the best. Now it's all back, the excessive, constant anxiety. I think I committed to her a little bit the other day,

Dear Diary, Sharing things or talking about them with someone you like, admire, kind of legitimises them. But I've lost that legitimacy arising from emotions while speaking, with all these years of faking it. A way to indifference, a power. But i d

This one's to the reader's. Whom should one trust in one's life?With whom should he reveal all his insecurities? Or should he reveal them at all? I've been thinking and maybe one shouldn't reveal any insecurities at all. He comes across as weak for

Dear Diary, I'm afraid this one does not go with my username. But, in a way, it does. I don't know why i feel like crying. It feels like she is setting me free. Free from everything. With her, all I feel is cheerfulness. I feel loved and I feel cl

Dear Diary, Mother said things to me today, hurting my feelings, hurting my ego, I don't know the difference. I feel nauseated right now, maybe because of the anxiety or the wish to give everything up. I don't like any of it. My mind is running awa

Dear Diary, Now that I think of everything, we abandoned dad. I abandoned him to be alone in that town with the job, the people he hated. Loneliness IS THE cause of cancer. We gave it to him. I gave it to him.  I didn't take any solid decisions